Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Hiazz..since tang already posted she's single guess its the end..izzit so hard to be with some1 u love..?or izzit harder to let go cos u love some1..?i guess im really tat lousy tat i cant even keep her by my side even i noe we love each other..IF LOVE WAS JUS A GAME I WANNA WIN..BADLY..~!!IF LOVE ITS NOT A GAME WHY DO I ALWAYS LOSE..?if love is here why cant u stay..?if love is not here why cant i leave..?im not tired of u im tired of why cant u jus settle down..?if u said some1 made u cant cos of the pass its so unfair to me..theres no some1 else to choose from jus u and urself..if u think this is fun all along why did u not break my heart earlier at least at tat time i only like u i wont feel so pain..why mus u wait till when i love u then u decieded to break my heart..?the best is u break it by saying u jus wanna be single for no reason at least u say u don love me..i can be selfish to myself to let u go..jus 1 word to ask me to leave i'll go jus to make u happy..i can drown myself in this pain without letting u see so tat u can be happy..i noe u wan me but why u keep pushing me away..?u wan it an on off relationship i cant..unless u tell me strait in my eyes tat im jus a fling then mayb i'll jus go ur way even though i noe i cant..u ask me to choose a no string or jus best friends..SORRY I CANT..i can never be best friends with some1 i love at tat very moment or even after tat..the best i can go is in talking condition but more to hi bye..cos if im ur best friend i hurt more than ever i have to lie to myself even more..i lied to myself way too much tat i don voice out wat i really really feel..and humans always react the same way we can say we are best freinds..but u will forget me very soon..im a person tat ppl tends to forget easily i donnoe why..?but i can never forget all these..unless i happen to be bang by a car and forget every single thing which i wish it could happen to me..it'll be so nice to be a dummy tat only noe how to smile cos i don remember anything tat hurts me..even if it means all the wonderful thing tat happen..cos the moment I THINK OF THE GOOT STUFF IT'LL JUS LEAD ME TO TEARS COS U ARE NOT HERE TO SHARE WITH ME..even if i die not knowing wat happened thoughout my whole life i'll be glad cos at least i do not feel tat im hurt anymore..my worst fear is not to die..its when the last min tat im alive u are not here..u ask me to give u time to think bout all these..but ppl do not jus think of something and out of a sudden get an ans jus like cartoons with the lightbulb above them then lits up..something has to happen to make u noe the ans..mayb if i happen to be dying then u noe if u wan me or ur life..but things don jus happen cos u wan them to..U HAVE TO ASK URSELF CLEARLY THIS TIME DO U ANGELIA CHEW LOVE ME PRISCA LI...if u love me don push me away..if u don i'll leave u alone..im not a teddy bear tat when u feel lonley u look for me when u have fun u put me 1 side at ur bed..if u wanna listen to ur friend to let me go i have nothing to say..ALL I ASKED FOR ITS SIMPLE I JUS WAN U HERE WITH ME THROUGH ANY MOMENT IN MY LIFE TO NOE TAT I LOVE YOU I CARE TAT U ARE MY GALFRIEND TAT WILL MAKE ME SMILE NO MATTER WAT TO MAKE ME FEEL WARM IN UR ARMS WHEN U HUG ME TO MAKE ME DREAM OF EVERY SWEET MOMENT WE HAD..izzit so hard for u..?the same i'll do for u i'll make u feel tat u're being love every min i'll try my very best to make u smile when u are sad..i'll make sure u are never cold in my arms..i'll make sure u only dream of the best dreams tat a gal would ever wan..i'll give u my life jus to make sure tat u feel i love you.....time:0528amLabels: jus reached home 4++am.....tired cant sleep i jus donnoe why..?
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 4:44 AM ♥
Name Prisca Li KaiXin
