Jus reached home wearing the same shirt u wore when u came to my house..only this time it's stain with cig smell..the last sms i sent u hurt me much more than u can imagine..u lied to me..u woke me up from a dream by this lie..i should be hating u but i cant..im totally tired from my mind to my heart to my body..i donnoe wat to do anymore..i've done my best if this is wat i get i really donnoe wat went wrong..everytime u say break i asked u back..this time i say it will u wan me back..why mus things always be so cruel to me..im so sick of being here..no matter how much i try no 1 give a fucking shit bout it..why do i still bother trying..cos i hope some1 could see it..i got my new tv im suppose to be so happy i.ve been waiting for it..now the tv is here rite beside me but im crying..I HATE CRYING I HATE BEING ALONE I HATE LIES I HATE THIS WORLD..i love you..why mus u keep on crashing me like an ant rite under your feet..u don feel it but i feel all the pain..i don wanna wake up anymore..cos at least i wont wake up and feel lost..U LIED TO ME..I..I..I LOVE YOU..





time:0402

Labels: why don u feel how im feeling..why don u see im dying..

Hizz this few days been on road trips lazz..hahaz..xy rent car then ken then today sit bud's car..hahaz..on v day tang so sweet she cook porridge then put our couple ring inside then feed me..when i eat she say mus cose my eyes i din suspect anything until she ask me eat tat 1 mouth mus bite..then i bite the ring i got a shock hahaz..i got a shock really din expect this lorzz..then we watch jumper hahaz..i bought a rose for tang the 1 she likes purple rose..very nice but it cost a bomb lazz..it's like 20 bucks for 1 stalk jus 1 lorzz..but of cos i still but cos she like so i mus get for her hahaz..then tang fix her watch i go fix my psp cos my broke smash the screen WTH..he sucks..then after tat at nite meet ken zi hui and xy..then qi came then lastly xing yan and kien..like total 9 ppl lazz..then we at waraku eating then xin yan and kien say go HK cafe so went there..then wendy's bro came with his gf so like more ppl all go HK cafe..eat finish we go esplande seat and see the view and rot..then all went home..friday when xy house suppose to have stamboat with alot of ppl..i so happy cook the soup nice nice prepare end up no 1 came lorzz..end up pnly me xy and her sis eat..eat awhile then watch tv rot then i went home..sat meet linette she was bored from studying so she met me then go airport find tang fetch her from work..then went popye to eat so unlucky saw linette's mum auntie followed by her whole family lazz..her mum so angry cos linette bluff her mum she at libary study then see her here..then she went back with her parents and all so poor thing sad for her so old lehzz..still like tat..hiazz..then me and tang went town rot there awhile she collect her watch then go bugis meet zi hui xy and winnie talk bout stupid stuff then go golden mile eat steamboat but me and tang nv eat cos don feel like..i sent tang home then home for me..sunday went out with papa mama go imm buy tv SO HAPPY FINALLY GOT TV IN MY ROOM NICE NICE 1 HAHAZ..papa buy a 47inch for living room and for me 32 de..actually papa ask my buy 37 de..but too big for me lazz..i don need such a big tv lorzz..papa spend $7001.50 he put 2k the deposit cos nets max a day is 2k..then go tang there find her say hizz cos I MISS HER SO MUCH BUT CANT MEET HER..then nite time 12++ ken say she driving then we go mout faber with xy ken's sis kerry and wendy we fetch her at mos there..then ken drive very fast i off the air con then the wind so nice..reach there lehzz..cos wendy sayshe hungry we buy food for her b4 we go fetch her end up she never eat..nvm she pick a phone call then she donnoe go where then we go off cant find her..call her alot of times then she picked up..she say with her friend then ask her friend come take her bag cos its still with us..we went back to the car wait for her..her friend drive to us and wanna take the bag but we angry lorzz..then say ask wendy come..she say she at jewel box which its at the other way so xy drove against the 1 way back to where wendy is then wendy actually meet her bf din tell us make us more angry..then pass her the things i scold her bitch which i always do hahaz..then the bf car blocked our car so ken horn him so funny..then xy say wanna drive down we noe she very angry and sad..she drive very fast i say careful she like okok..then got 1 very sharp turn she drive to fast cannot make it heng she brake on time so SCARRY I WANNA CRY AT TAT MOMENT..then xy say sorry sorry but we all in the state of shock hahaz..then finally down from mout faber..stop cos got traffic lite b4 the turn out to the main road wendy's b4 car at the back..he came down from the car scold us say we only a vios mahzz..then ken angry say back u only a lancer then we all super angry wanan all get down talk lehzz but wendy pull the bf back..then green lite we go off..drive to changi there..then kerry say no fun like no show to see i think of it so angry so call wendy..say anything jus come down face to face talk don like see each other 1 time then wanna fight all tat..the bf say talk on the phone so the bf call ken's phone we talk super long..then her bf say he noe xy more handsome than him..wah i hear this so siong hahaz..anyway tatz the fact..then have a super long talk the the b4 keep saying sorry..her bf like no balls lorzz..but its over went back home slp hahaz..today went bugis with tang ke li and emily tang have to work go off at 5pm++ then morning bud call me ask me go out today with sam(my old classmate)and veron(my chuch friend) bud also my chuch friend..he driving so i left ke li and emily at 8pm go paya lebah wait for bud then go 85 market eat..then sam go home left me veron and bud he drove to ecp sat there talk bout alot of things then went home hahaz..i sit his car feel so safe cos yesterday when ken and xy driving they going like 120~140km/h wah super .... and they like mad mad 1 brake here slide there hahaz..bud so law by law so feel rather safe hahaz..but he drive slow lazz..hahaz..nothing more to say hahaz..TATA..









time:0204am

Labels: allalalalalalallalalallalalaz...

Hizz..met xy fancy kai ling and ping man..so funny we go eat steamboat not very nice is at the lai mei zi..near the tian tian steamboat..so ex $18 no drinks hahaz..drink $1 a can..eat eat eat..then went to bugis play arcade then xy and ping man went for moive me fancy and kai ling started talking to bout wat happen this 2 years since the last time we met up hahaz..then we all laughing over all the rubbish lorzz..then went home lehzz..wah anyway fancy have a chiong N95 it says nokia but its not looks like almost the same but some functions don have and a bit thicker the best thing is the phone is touch screen and the speakers are wonderful in the arcade her phone louder than the machines hahaz..and its like $300 only lehzz..then yesterday 3pm+reach back to singapore then met tang tang and ke li..then go watch kung fu dunk..actuallt tang don wanna watch then ke li ask her stay which is very hard cos ke li don do tat hahaz..we ask lia lia and neh neh come and they did after movie went coffe club drink then all went home at 6am++i send tang home then take bus home so tired lorzz..hahaz..in malacca really very bored only see ppl put illegal fireworks and firecrackers..my uncle also got put firecrackers i video it hahaz..come back showed alot of ppl..other than tat i jus slp eat bathe play mah jong and poker..like tatz all i did lazz..the best is i got RM$70++ for ang pao hahaz..hen g i won mah jong so got totalRM$103 like tat..change back to sing thing only got $40++ so sad lazz..every1 has like at least $100 lorzz..but i go back every year is for the fun with my cosins and aunties they very funny and fun de..hahaz..today no meet tang so miss her.... ='+< .............i love u tang..

Labels: miss me..?hope so..

Hmmmm..donnoe why i jus feel like saying this..actually bungs are not rate by how man or handsome they look is more to erm character lorzz..a real bung tat can make a gal remember forever is a bung who acts like a guy and think like a gal..wats the point if a bung act and think totally like a guy then mite as well find a guy..wat a bung can do......they can make u feel love and a best friend to you at the same time cos gals always understand and feel almost the same for each other..EG.when u having mens cramp a goot bf will say"are you okok..? need buy med for u need to rest..?"a goot gf will say"are u okok..?i noe how u feel let find somewhere to rest i get med for u.."like gals can feel the same so they can like share the pain cos u noe how they noe the pain is like..bungs are suppose to be the man tat understand a gals every need..a goot bung should make a gal remember every moment with them even after they break up..cos they will remember tat u were always there and u can feel how they feel and think..if let a gal choose between a bung tat's super goot looking but acts and thinks totally like a guy..or a normal looking 1 which acts like a guy but thinks like a gal..a gal tat wans to be love will choose the normal looking 1..cos they can feel a gentlemen beside them yet a gal tatz think jus like them as if they found a best friend..well no 1 can truly totally feel or think the same but at least they can share the feeling thinking with u..tatz wat most gals really wan..gals and gals can never last for ever but at least they can remember the feeling forever..gals somehow tend to be sweeter but nowadays bung jus wanna be a total guy which defeats the purpose of being with a gal..why don try to think like a gal and u will find out alot of things bout ur gf..and somehow they will feel more close to u..and in a relationship don mean who u wan u mus get..should be who u with u mus try to keep them even after u both break at least keep the best sweetest memory..a bung should not let a gal forget u totally..alothough we BUNGS ARE ALWAYS THOUGHT OF CANNOT WIN A GUY WHICH MOST of the GUYS THINKS.BUT THE FACT IS WE WON JUS BY UNDERSTANDING A GAL WHICH NO MATTER HOW A GUY TRY THEY WILL NEVER WIN..

Donnoe wat's wrong with my ex jus out of the blue asking me if i said something to a guy like she made use of me or watever..then i really donnoe how it links to money ya i admit at tat time im useless she's paying most of the time but i din force her or wat lehzz..i serioursly don remember saying such comment to the guy buy i really cant be bothered to find out wats going on cos if she wans the money no matter wat i say its still my fault..so now i owe her $500......i mean like tatz not wrong to ask from me if she really needs money or wat but why using such things like i say her then link to this a bit weird the best think is we broke up like almost a year ago i met the guy a few months back..the guy is her friend or watever he is to her..and she says she don wanna be so heartless to count all this pass stuff..she's already heartless to me lehzz..so like got diff mehzz..?anyway the sms really pissed me off ALOT..but after all not so bad went to watch the free movie at cathy send tang home then come home..noon went out with ke li buy skinnys..she buy not me cos i look dumb in skinnys i donnoe why..then met emily and cat ke li's working friends..so nothing really much happen jus tat stupid sms..when i see tat guy online i have to ask him wth is going on..anyway TATA...











time:1200am

Labels: today felt so sweet and nice with tang tang..i love this feeling..

Hiazz..since tang already posted she's single guess its the end..izzit so hard to be with some1 u love..?or izzit harder to let go cos u love some1..?i guess im really tat lousy tat i cant even keep her by my side even i noe we love each other..IF LOVE WAS JUS A GAME I WANNA WIN..BADLY..~!!IF LOVE ITS NOT A GAME WHY DO I ALWAYS LOSE..?if love is here why cant u stay..?if love is not here why cant i leave..?im not tired of u im tired of why cant u jus settle down..?if u said some1 made u cant cos of the pass its so unfair to me..theres no some1 else to choose from jus u and urself..if u think this is fun all along why did u not break my heart earlier at least at tat time i only like u i wont feel so pain..why mus u wait till when i love u then u decieded to break my heart..?the best is u break it by saying u jus wanna be single for no reason at least u say u don love me..i can be selfish to myself to let u go..jus 1 word to ask me to leave i'll go jus to make u happy..i can drown myself in this pain without letting u see so tat u can be happy..i noe u wan me but why u keep pushing me away..?u wan it an on off relationship i cant..unless u tell me strait in my eyes tat im jus a fling then mayb i'll jus go ur way even though i noe i cant..u ask me to choose a no string or jus best friends..SORRY I CANT..i can never be best friends with some1 i love at tat very moment or even after tat..the best i can go is in talking condition but more to hi bye..cos if im ur best friend i hurt more than ever i have to lie to myself even more..i lied to myself way too much tat i don voice out wat i really really feel..and humans always react the same way we can say we are best freinds..but u will forget me very soon..im a person tat ppl tends to forget easily i donnoe why..?but i can never forget all these..unless i happen to be bang by a car and forget every single thing which i wish it could happen to me..it'll be so nice to be a dummy tat only noe how to smile cos i don remember anything tat hurts me..even if it means all the wonderful thing tat happen..cos the moment I THINK OF THE GOOT STUFF IT'LL JUS LEAD ME TO TEARS COS U ARE NOT HERE TO SHARE WITH ME..even if i die not knowing wat happened thoughout my whole life i'll be glad cos at least i do not feel tat im hurt anymore..my worst fear is not to die..its when the last min tat im alive u are not here..u ask me to give u time to think bout all these..but ppl do not jus think of something and out of a sudden get an ans jus like cartoons with the lightbulb above them then lits up..something has to happen to make u noe the ans..mayb if i happen to be dying then u noe if u wan me or ur life..but things don jus happen cos u wan them to..U HAVE TO ASK URSELF CLEARLY THIS TIME DO U ANGELIA CHEW LOVE ME PRISCA LI...if u love me don push me away..if u don i'll leave u alone..im not a teddy bear tat when u feel lonley u look for me when u have fun u put me 1 side at ur bed..if u wanna listen to ur friend to let me go i have nothing to say..ALL I ASKED FOR ITS SIMPLE I JUS WAN U HERE WITH ME THROUGH ANY MOMENT IN MY LIFE TO NOE TAT I LOVE YOU I CARE TAT U ARE MY GALFRIEND TAT WILL MAKE ME SMILE NO MATTER WAT TO MAKE ME FEEL WARM IN UR ARMS WHEN U HUG ME TO MAKE ME DREAM OF EVERY SWEET MOMENT WE HAD..izzit so hard for u..?the same i'll do for u i'll make u feel tat u're being love every min i'll try my very best to make u smile when u are sad..i'll make sure u are never cold in my arms..i'll make sure u only dream of the best dreams tat a gal would ever wan..i'll give u my life jus to make sure tat u feel i love you.....










time:0528am

Labels: jus reached home 4++am.....tired cant sleep i jus donnoe why..?

Hizz..my blog rotting no 1 is reading anyway hahaz..alot happen this week long story in short thurs went out with ke li and emily(the gal ke li likes from her work place)hahaz..watched sweeny todd its BLOODY nice hahaz..but tang fell asleep on me and i think she drool hahahz..fri went shopping but never see anything i like..with qi and tang..went to the prata shop wat cos tang wanna eat hahaz..then late lehzz..tang lazy go home so come my house stay the way she asked her parents was freaking funny me and qi laughing all the way but trying to control scared her mama hear us hahaz..then she come my house ask me got x tra shirt lent her so i took wat i normally wear to slp the t shirt for her..the 1st thing she wear she said"why so small arhzz..?"im like"im tat thin few years back"thinking of it so sad i grew fat but not tat fat i still can fit in tat t shirt nicely hahaz..then she hug me to sleep the best thing is she snore so loud lorz..i nearly wanna record de but she on my hand so can't reach my phone hahaz..half way she roll herself up with my blanky leaving me so cold and she drool on my small pillow lorzz..alot alot..its like half wet hahaz..then slp until happy tat time 0513am tat some1 call saying she drunk or watever..im very very VERY ANGRY cos im having a nice dream and sleeping so well she call wake both of us up..i think i was too angry so i shouted in the phone in chinese ask her go die..then we went back to slp woke up 6++am send tang to mrt she go work then i go back slp..after met tang go shopping hahaz..bugis street the things like as if no need money lazz..so many ppl think 1/4 of the population of singapore is there hahaz..a bit erm kua zhang but if u are there i think u all will think the same..i finally bought the NUM pants i was like aimming it for a long time hahaz..and bought a shirt from a new shop in bugis juntion name messy hahaz..the place the clothes really not bad..then send tang home went parkway find qi then went to G7 eat tian ji(frog leg) hahahz..then home..anyway recently my house downstairs got a new pub is a so call disco 1 jug $23 not bad 1 day i will be going to check it out hahhahaz..next time no need go so far to drink other than kopi tiam hahaz..TATA..









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