Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Having a horrible week..so much things happen..i don even noe wats going on..im so tired hiazz..hope next month will be better..if not im gonna break down soon..yesterday went to winnie's house play mah jong..for the 1st time i nv win even 1 round..such bad luck hahaz..lost 9.60..then angelia keep come out funny stuns make me pissed off and sad..i donnoe wats wrong with my life this month it really sucks..pray hard i don have anymore shit coming up i cant take it lehzz..
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 4:32 AM ♥
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
All i wan is jus some1 to talk to nowadays..angelia yesterday decieds to go out with some1 and she lied to me and watever..im pissed off..~!!all i wan is jus to find any bloody person to talk to no 1 was there..i called ah di he ask me go his there so when im ready to go..i call him b4 i left my house..his phone was off i called lia lia she was still busy at tat time..jus nice nikki called finally some1 misses me..so i went to her new work place at bras basar there..a nice place serveing thai cum spanish somehting new..is more of a semi fine dining..mayb its new so no customers hahahz..im gonna try there 1 day..then ah di called back say he got police case so i end up nv meet lia at city hall i went to find ah di..he there kao pei kao bu..i understand how he feels..cos when he wanna find some1 to talk to same like me..cant find any1 tat would help..but lucky enough i came down..havent slept from yesterday tll now later going for an interview..at vivo hope it'll turn up got or something..applied for the navy they nv fucking reply which really pissed me off somehow..my life is in a mess now..all i wan is jus some1 tat can talk to me drink a cup of tea with me..so simple yet none of my friends can do it..even my gf don care bout me..im loosing my faith in ppl..when they're sad i always try to be there..when im sad it seems like not really there a person there.?am i not goot enough as a friend or ppl jus tend to forget me easily..i don need them the whole day..even for an hr im happy enough..jus wanna nag cry drink my tea..izzit so hard or too much to ask for..?im getting very lonely day by day..where's every1..?where am i to them..?wat are friends for..?i noe some of them busy with work or something..but not all..but none was free..this really make me learn something..i wont be dumb enough to poke in ppl's prob..cos when i have prob no 1 bothers to pop by or even a simple phone call jus to ask how are you..?at least some1 i never think of called..nikki she;s not really tat close..but she actually did miss me for a moment..im sad not jus cos im getting loney..more of where my freinds go when i needed some1..?
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 9:42 AM ♥
Name Prisca Li KaiXin
