Sunday, February 24, 2008
Jus reached home wearing the same shirt u wore when u came to my house..only this time it's stain with cig smell..the last sms i sent u hurt me much more than u can imagine..u lied to me..u woke me up from a dream by this lie..i should be hating u but i cant..im totally tired from my mind to my heart to my body..i donnoe wat to do anymore..i've done my best if this is wat i get i really donnoe wat went wrong..everytime u say break i asked u back..this time i say it will u wan me back..why mus things always be so cruel to me..im so sick of being here..no matter how much i try no 1 give a fucking shit bout it..why do i still bother trying..cos i hope some1 could see it..i got my new tv im suppose to be so happy i.ve been waiting for it..now the tv is here rite beside me but im crying..I HATE CRYING I HATE BEING ALONE I HATE LIES I HATE THIS WORLD..i love you..why mus u keep on crashing me like an ant rite under your feet..u don feel it but i feel all the pain..i don wanna wake up anymore..cos at least i wont wake up and feel lost..U LIED TO ME..I..I..I LOVE YOU..time:0402Labels: why don u feel how im feeling..why don u see im dying..
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 3:43 AM ♥