Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Hizz..today went back school thought will tio gan but never so happy hahaz..then went GH fetch tang tang then go town wait for ke li..she as per normal late again hahaz..went to eat then talking outside kfc there cos can smoke hahaz..was a normal nice day intending to send tang home then go home cos tired..but maomao called tang tang like always ask her out AGAIN~!!tang turn to me im like i noe u wanna ask me can go anot..im super unhappy im like go lorzz go don come talk to me..then tang poke my tummy and say don like tat lehzz..donnoe why i got irritated and flare say very loud wanna go then go lazz..ke li got a shocked cos i don flare at ppl im shocked too i flared i actually blow up..then tang noe im angry so she called maomao and say no to her..then qi boss's friend called now i call him uncle his not tat old he don look old too but he always very bored then drive a honda stream roam around so i call him uncle hahaz..he say he bored ask wanna meet not then im like okok..since in town nothing to do mahzz..he come fetch us then no idea where to go then i think tang need to go home at 9pm++ so say go AMK we went the mac near ave 1 if im not wrong the big big 1 very nice sit there talk awhile then send tang home..uncle ask wanna play pool not im like call qi and gen see how..they say okok ke li also tag along cos she wanna play also..went to qi's shop qi and gen call ke li ah gal ke li like sianz half half so funny..then im like smsing tang bout why i don let her go out with maomao all tat lorzz..when we reach the pool there tang never reply i scared she angry so called her and talk..we talk very long but guess this still never settles the matter lazz..the prob lies with maomao she jus keep calling tang ask her out all tat..through wat i noe maomao's gf don like tang everytime argue over her..if she loves her gf so much she should be wise enough not to always ask tang out..i tried explain to tang but she says friends only mahzz..i noe is friends but (to tang) its really not tat simple i noe ppl jus wanna seems tat thing are simple so can aviod alot of prob but too bad its jus not..IM SORRY i noe u can't totally noe wat im like but this is me i don like ppl to noe me too much..i look simple outside but im totally not i always take thing and think izzit really tat way..not tat i like to think too much but if i jus take things too simple i will never see certian prob tat will be coming my way..i don wan u to be upset over this but i don wanna do things the stupid way like take ur phone and ask her keep away and all tat i respect you..serioursly i've tried my best to give way lehzz..i jus need some respect from her too..mayb im wrong about she using u or wat cos im not her i can only say cos im once a passerby in this matter..i can't really jugde her cos i donnoe her..so i only ask for a little jus a little respect tat im your gf im actually here..i noe don allow you to go drinking with her makes u pissed off but bungs will not be happy if their gf go drinking with another bung tat havent even met b4..im sorry asking you whoes more important this was never a fair question but i really wanan noe how much i really mean to u..if i have ke li the charater things would have been very ugly..but i choose not to and i'll never do tat..i may say i wanna snatch the phone ask her don bother u but i can't ke li and gen noe i'll never do it..i don wanna loose you yet i donnoe see u upset cos of this i did wat i can i hate to argue but it takes 2 hansd to clap either 1 of u have to give way to settle this i noe maomao wont i noe u can't loose her either i don wan u to loose a friend but im hurting inside to argue with you..i wish tat things are simple friends only mahzz..but its not i noe its not..no matter wat i say i can never win this case is up to u or her to make things real clear..she has a gf but she calls u even she noe tat her gf hate it..if she loves her gf so much she would not have contacted you..if she's jus used to her gf being around her then wats the point..i donnoe how to put this but she's jus more used to you being there for her..if she noe tat u have a gf its time to change her habit..IM SORRY REALLY REALLY SORRY BUT I LOVE YOU..TATAtime:0214am
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 1:35 AM ♥