KaIxIN

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2010-06-19T22:42:00.001+08:00

My♥♥♥

RWS

2010-06-16T12:07:00.003+08:00

Started work in Rws last yr dec, but had resigned(may) due to management..
the management there sucks
broke up with gf(angelia) on march. due to some fucking girl in RWS, which I(angelia) dont like. can say i hate her, no reason but i just hate/super dislike her.
broke up abt 1 1/2 months and we back again..
ya now we are happier..
found a job in pet shop..will be start work on mon. yeahhh!! super happyy.. unspeechable happy!! hope everythings goes well and we wanted to go travel on sept if can!

♥♥ Angelia

21 years of my lfe..the dark side..

2009-07-01T05:25:00.002+08:00

Most ppl think i have a wonderful life for a 21 year old labtop tv psp ps2 in my room..but all these does not make me happy..the last time i had a real bday party was when im 4 or 5yrs old tat was the last time i saw a bday cake for me all the way until im 17..at 1st life was great im the 1st child my parents treated me like gold they love me alot i can tell even though i was so young back then..until my bro came to my family..they spend alot of time with him im not jealous jus like any other kid my age would love to have a playmate..but after his few months old they found out he is diff his IQ is lower than normal ppl..so they spend alot of time with him..tat i don mind cos i love him tat time..when i was 7 i had to do somuch more than wat other 7yrs old do..i taken a school bus in all my life..my mum teaches me to take bus home myself..and they don have time for me so i was put in a childcare center beside my school..from then on i i spend most of my time there..when nte comes i go home i ad a long day already..so i jus eat watch tv slp..i don really see my parents more than 3 hrs a day..there was 1s my mum's not at home i was 7 or 8 my papa make me go geylang buy dinner and he wan tat only store cos he says its nicer..for me tat age alone go to geylang buy food i cant find the store he wan so i jus got from another stall..when got home he eat and found out its not from where he wan it he scolded me like hell and wack me a few times..i was only tat young how the fuck i noe..?on my 10th bday all i wan was jus a bowl of oyster mee sua from you tiao da wang at lor 9 last time..my papa drove pass my mama ask him stop so she can jus da bao for me..he refuse and i got a real shit scolding say i very troublesome wat so ever..from then on i never ask anything from them on my bday..my mama will cook mee sua for me in the morning and give me 20 bucks..tats really all i got for my bday for 10 over yrs..actualy i don need and party nice presents..jus hope they can bring me out for dinner even if its chepo 1 i don mind and i wan a small cake..but none of tat happen until now..even till last year i ask for 20 bucks go eat steamboat my papa don wanna give cos he don belive is my fucking birthday..!
From ever since im in pri 1 they never ask wat i learn if i got any new friends or wat i do or eat..nothing the most is ask me do house work and slp..how i long for so many years they could jus ask me anything..even i got bullied in school i tell them..they don even give a shit bout it..when im 10 my papa start to ask me do alot of house work like mopping the whole bloody house on my own..and his temper is really bad..and i mop he will say cos i don wanna do it tats why i anyhow..but i really never i think its very clean he thinks its a sloppy job..i have to mop 3 4 times and no dinner until im done and sometimes even jus a small piece of dirt or hair i get wack cos he thinks i never mop..
when im 13 im no longer in childcare after school i'll jus eat go home slp..same they did not care even a bit if im dead..14 fianlly legal to work got a job in mos burger..tat was my heaven tat time..cos i i don need to stay home and i hate to go home..so i'll jus be there most of my time..until 15 i go mac same i hate to go home so i jus rot there..ever since i work they never buy anything for me clothes all tat nothing..all is my money and so on..even my pocket money sometimes my papa will forget to give and is 4 bucks a day in sec school..its hard for me so i work for my spending..i jus work work work and work..i don see my parents much and im actually running away from them from the house work..and everything my bro does wrong they will scold me say me balme me..cos they think he is diff so its all my fault..and day by day cos they always give in to him give him almost the best of everything my bro got worst he now is jus a stupid useless pig lying at home causing trouble every now and then..but every year he sure have big cakes nice bday party nice presents..this is how unfair..!if i can use my labtop my tv psp ps2 to change for my parents care when im young i really wish i could..now they start to care to concern its too late..they cant turn back time jus to show me how much they care..its really too late..even my neckless my mama buy for my 21st bday cost 1000+ it still cant pay back wat i've lost for the pass 16 years..even if my papa will spon everything for my 21st bday it still cant change the fact how he treated me for the pass 16years..why now i bcame lazy refuse to work slack at home..cos im sick of last time's life i wan back wat i've lost i wan them to care and treat me wat they are suppose to 16years ago till now..i wanna enjoy life at home play games rot jus like any other kids..tatz why i always find reason not to go work stay at home..but i noe this wont work..so when my IR job starts i will really get back into work..i really hope after my 21st bday everyhting will change and be better for me..i had enough for 20years..im really tired..i wish i could turn back time for my parents to realise they've make a mistake tat would forever make me hurt rite deep inside my heart..im sure every1 have thier own stories of very hard times..i jus hope ppl don always think i have the best i have a wonderful life..cos the fact was i did not have and i wanna have it after im 21..i belive i can..watever it is i love my papa mama alot..even how much hurt or things tat really make me angry I LOVE THEM ever since i am born.......

2009-06-03T00:14:00.002+08:00

Kx is super duper happy, coz ytd she went to suntec interview cook for workin in IR...she wait for abt 2hr and she got the job and no nid go back for 2nd interview jus nid to wait for the HR to call regarding the pay and all where as other pple nid to wait for another interview....the work start this cuming Nov..hahha...so she now working at tamp for part time..

tangtang

2009-05-26T02:56:00.002+08:00

kx is Job hopping now...the company she's working the chef is not good..all bad stabbed eachother..so she hav to hop to other company incase there got worst... her nokia hp spoiled..she's planned to Buy Iphone(waste $$ phone) as can put alot of application..
her bday is coming, planned to go over sea celebrate her 21st bday but she seem's like wanted to celebrate with her sisterhood and also wanted to travel with them but sisterhood all is busy with their work now...she also planned to celebrate her bday in the mid july tgt with her sch mate kelson=)
as usual, kx start to gaming till mornin and watch mid nite show make her cant wake up in the morn...but no matter wat she is, i love her=)

we are magnet, stick tightly to eachother...even u pull one away, eventually we will still stick to eachother...oppsite attract=)

Angelia

2008-12-25T22:26:00.002+08:00

her blog had turned rot,
& so, im here

Tired~!

2008-12-02T20:42:00.001+08:00

Tired..working tired working tired working..i donnoe wats wrong too..im bored lonley sleepy i donnoe wat to do now..i need my life back~!

2008-11-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

ANGELia here =D

prisca went to malacca

her grandmother died

she have to go fo her wake

she will be back on tues

2008-11-07T21:58:00.000+08:00

horrible week~!

2008-10-28T04:32:00.000+08:00

Having a horrible week..so much things happen..i don even noe wats going on..im so tired hiazz..hope next month will be better..if not im gonna break down soon..yesterday went to winnie's house play mah jong..for the 1st time i nv win even 1 round..such bad luck hahaz..lost 9.60..then angelia keep come out funny stuns make me pissed off and sad..i donnoe wats wrong with my life this month it really sucks..pray hard i don have anymore shit coming up i cant take it lehzz..

Wat i wan..?

2008-10-22T09:42:00.000+08:00

All i wan is jus some1 to talk to nowadays..angelia yesterday decieds to go out with some1 and she lied to me and watever..im pissed off..~!!all i wan is jus to find any bloody person to talk to no 1 was there..i called ah di he ask me go his there so when im ready to go..i call him b4 i left my house..his phone was off i called lia lia she was still busy at tat time..jus nice nikki called finally some1 misses me..so i went to her new work place at bras basar there..a nice place serveing thai cum spanish somehting new..is more of a semi fine dining..mayb its new so no customers hahahz..im gonna try there 1 day..then ah di called back say he got police case so i end up nv meet lia at city hall i went to find ah di..he there kao pei kao bu..i understand how he feels..cos when he wanna find some1 to talk to same like me..cant find any1 tat would help..but lucky enough i came down..havent slept from yesterday tll now later going for an interview..at vivo hope it'll turn up got or something..applied for the navy they nv fucking reply which really pissed me off somehow..my life is in a mess now..all i wan is jus some1 tat can talk to me drink a cup of tea with me..so simple yet none of my friends can do it..even my gf don care bout me..im loosing my faith in ppl..when they're sad i always try to be there..when im sad it seems like not really there a person there.?am i not goot enough as a friend or ppl jus tend to forget me easily..i don need them the whole day..even for an hr im happy enough..jus wanna nag cry drink my tea..izzit so hard or too much to ask for..?im getting very lonely day by day..where's every1..?where am i to them..?wat are friends for..?i noe some of them busy with work or something..but not all..but none was free..this really make me learn something..i wont be dumb enough to poke in ppl's prob..cos when i have prob no 1 bothers to pop by or even a simple phone call jus to ask how are you..?at least some1 i never think of called..nikki she;s not really tat close..but she actually did miss me for a moment..im sad not jus cos im getting loney..more of where my freinds go when i needed some1..?

HAPPY 1ST YR ANNI

2008-10-05T03:14:00.000+08:00

Hizz....Tang Tang HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNI i love you so much muacks~!!for this past 1 year many things happen..seeing ppl come and go..but u my tang tang is always beside me..i noe im not the best gf or anything but i really really really love you my Tang Tang..its a wonderful thing how we met in PLAY and then we got together now we are together for a year..time flies really fast hahaz..i'll do my best for u from now on..cos u are my 1 and only Tang Tang I LOVE FU YOU SO MUCH~!!

from:BiBI you 1 and only tat loves u the most~!!

time:330am
date:5/10/08

WORK work WOrk woRK~!!

2008-09-30T02:09:00.000+08:00

Hizz..nothing to blog bout im now jus working..working at giraffe again hahaz..with this new chef name james but we call him the chef shitty cos his shit..jus talk bout sex all day long likes to blame ppl for his own fault and talk in a funny way..eg. basil he say as basin..so ........ ya tatz bout it nothing much hahaz..TATA..

time :0213am

2008-09-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

tangtang here to blog~~~hoo hoo hoo~~~~

bibi is so free yet she donwan to blog coz she lazy n now she dota~ing~~~LOL

she tel mi tt she dono wat to blog so i help my lovely bibi..hee..muackxmuackx.

tmr she worked fr 12pm-12am..i bet she gotna miss mi like hell..haha

its our 11month anniversary, time past so fast like day, day past so fast like time, n she love mi like i love her much &&&&

she is crazy over mi~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~我真是不要脸！！

hahah...

happy birthday to neh neh~!

2008-08-11T04:40:00.000+08:00

Hizz..today go neh neh's 1st 21st bday is more to her close friend and family 1..wed stil mus go is for crazy ppl 1 hahaz..anyway the food her 2nd sis ordered the catering not nice so i nv eat much hahaz..and her 2nd sis really look like some1 i saw b4 or sort of noe..but mayb she has a common face or wat lorz..then after her bday thing i send tang tang home then go parklane to DoTA hahaz..today play with a lot of pros i keep geeting owned..but neh neh worst feed them like siao hahaz..with qi gen and xiao hong(qi JB friend)..i always thought DoTA is a silly game but get to noe more bout it it's actually very nice but hard mus use alot of brains which i admit i have a pop corn brain hahaz..anyway gemma called thought was bout the pay ONLY~!!then she like complaining wat happen and all tomolo she will update me..starting work soon cant wait cos i wan money lalallalaz..anyway tatz all TATA~!!

time:0447am

bored..

2008-08-07T08:21:00.000+08:00

Hizz..this few weeks bored to death i found a job paying me 1.6k per month 12hr per day 2 off days per week so okok lorzz..keep arguing with tang over almost every thing but now okok lehzz..eating chips growing fat hiazz..i havent come mens so sianz..nowadays very close with neh neh(vanessa)after she got heart broken we very close but goot also hahaz..sainz~~!!

time:0824am

Sick sick sick~~

2008-07-22T04:29:00.000+08:00

Hizz..so long nv post lehzz.im sick flu fever now cough...so tired and all..the best is i lost my job again..cos giraffe have new ppl too much ppl..labour cost goes up i go out..so stupid lazz..now wanna find new job again..today tang tang came eat durian man many and talk with my mama..nothing much happen..bout the liar part tang tang called me..is a long story i din really lie bout anything jus cos i went out at nite ang tang not happy cos im sick.~!!and i told her im not going out..so anyway thr thing is settlr so don ask anymore hahaz..TATA~!!

time:0433am

2008-07-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

LOVELOVE

POST BY tangtang

ITS MY BIRTHDAY~!!but am i happy..?

2008-07-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

It's my bday jus pass 1hr ago..im finally 20.......i had bad bdays ever since im 18..this year my tang tang is beside me to spend with me she gave me 13 bday presents something tat i like..a cake a scaf she made herself 5 macarons 1 small care bear 1 mini care bear..goot luck bear..its green so i ove it alot..i mite have really goot luck hahaz..everything went well watch movie and all..then when i sending tang tang home..elieen called says she's crying and she's like sobbing on the phone..so i decieded to meet her..tang take 162M home got pass by where elieen wana meet so i went down lorzz..then found out elieen nv cry she buy 5 macarons with a candle and suprise me im happy of cos..but i cannot get my tang tang..i call her sms still cannot get her then she sent me a sms saying thought i will send her home all the way and she very sad and all..im sorry i really did not mean tat way..but i really thoguth elieen was crying and she's like alone b4 i found out ah hui and ken is there..till now i still cant find her and all..im realy sad this mistake i made really spoils my "happy birthday"i hope she will not angry by morning cos i miss her lehzz..and i cannot loose her..TANG TANG YOU ARE MY LOVE MY EVERYTHING..BUT SOMETIMES I HAVE A SOFT SPOT FOR MY FRIENDS I LOST MY FRIENDS 1s I DON WANNA LOOSE THEM AGAIN..SO NOT YOU NOT MORE IMPORTANT THAN THEM JUS SOMETIMES I DONNOE HOW I SHOULD HANDLE..im really sorry pls understand i love you angelia my tang tang~!!

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2008-07-03T03:52:00.000+08:00

Hizz..hiazz..very sainz lorzz..sometimes things jus get worst and worst why cant ppl jus leave us in peace lorzz..i jus wan thing to be like few weeks ago lorzz..things were so nice everything peaceful and alll now arguement and funny ppl keep smsing her i very tired of all this lehzz..i also donnoe wat else to say i love my tang tang but i hope things will be better no more silly arguments tang tang can we try okok muacks~!!!

2008-06-19T02:59:00.000+08:00

i dono y...

i found out that i deeply fall in love with

ANGELia chew hui fang...

i love you

Bored~!!

2008-06-10T05:34:00.000+08:00

Hizz..today meet tang tang then we go AMK hub watch movie..KONGFU PANDA so cute so funny lazz..hahaz..then after tat go tan's house sleep and watch animal planet..i love watching tat..but was too tired hahaz..so go sleep then i went home lehzz..so nothing much lorzz..anyway we all miss wendy..yesterday and now im on skype with her..video confrence not bad lazz..the skype is free de..so ppl if u have friends over sea and u really miss them go d/l skype im not tring to promote jus tat its goot to have something tat can connect with your friends tat is much better than msn hahaz..anwyay TATA...

So fast 8th month lehzz..hahaz..

2008-06-05T04:37:00.000+08:00

Hizz.so fast me and tang tang 8th month together lehzz..gone through many up and downs but still now we are here 8 months together lehzz..hahaz..this few days really never do anything much jus at home rot and all..yesterday went for bbq something like our group geathering lorzz..the ppl is not all the class ppl jus only the 1s tat are close with..we ton at ECP so tired and all suria got high cos he drank alot thinking he going army then very sad..then he seh seh the whole nite till morning abit scary..we played truth or dare..so lame ask such dirty things and did silly stuff..the funny part is suria and qi en keep kena mus do gay stuff hahaz..afternoon went to meet a maple friend..nothing much jus walk round talk shit and i went home..then uncle andrew call we go fetch tang then go geylang eat..uncle friends come find him so we ask him go off 1st lorzz..then we took bus 13 tang go home i go home cos too late to send her home..anyway TANG TANG U ARE MY EVERYTHING I LOVE YOU LIKE NO OTHER..MUACKS~!!HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNI~!!TATA.....

time:0444

KE LI's birthday

2008-05-28T04:39:00.000+08:00

Hizz..yesterday 26/5 was ke li'sbday..emily plan tat don let her now tat me and tang atng turning up to meet them..ke li sms me call me i like cant be bothered..she's quiet sad thinking i forgotten her bday and all..anyway i fetch tang tang from SGH after her work at 330pm or so..then we when tao payoh to buy cake for ke li..really had no idea wat to but so we jus bought green tea cake..cos she likes to drink green tea..then we go eat beef bee hoon then go to town meet ke li and emily..when we reach fish & co. where they are inisde lehzz..so we ask the crew open the cake go to her table and ask if she likes the cake..so he did then we and tang walked behind him..when ke li see the cake her face blurr hahaz..so funny lazz..after awhile then we show up before them..then she look so happy and all anyway her reaction was really funny..after we ordered food and all..then is the fun part in fish & co. they make the bday fella stand on a chair and let the whole resturant noe tat is his or her bday and sing thier bday song it was really fun ke li so shy and pai seh..after tat we sat down have the cake..can see ke li very touched and all but she nv say out..after tat she and emily donnoe go where lang man..me and tang went home..nothing much lehzz tataz all hahaz..TATA...

time:0447am

MANGO MADNESS..~!!

2008-05-16T01:33:00.000+08:00

Hizz..jus came back from work hahaz..ate at prata with ah hui eelieen and qi en..so sianz tired..i really donnoe wats so nice bout cafe cartel's mago madness(a drink) many ppl oreder and oreder is jus take mago puree and mango juice go blend with ice..anyway today very busy only me..cos every1 came and order dessert and drinks..hiazz..heng i no need closing today..nothing much lehzz..TATA~!!

time:0136am

Wah so long no update hahaz..

2008-05-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hizz..so long nv blog lehzz..been working working super tired..sunday jus went tanning with tang and her friends so bloody tired..then monday and yesterday worked full shift..so a bit no life for now hahaz..mus try to save money for yr end taiwan trip with tang tang hahaz..muacks..~!!jus now tang come my house use comp cos her internet down..super tired and hungry nothing much to say lehzz..TATA~!!!

time:0942pm

WORK~!!

2008-05-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

Hizz..i start work lehzz..at Cafe Cartel where i used to work 3 yrs ago lorzz..i apply for cook but the area officer i noe him lazz..he say donnoe need ppl in kitchen not so throw me at the bar again...~!!jus like 3 yrs ago lorzz..monday i go work bloody hell the bar dirty like donnoe wat i help to clean up and all..now so much better lorzz..hahaz..then tuesday went to siglap 1 day there sianz like hell cos no much ppl mahzz so slack..wednesday go back to raffles city again busy busy busy pack pack pack prepare prepare prepare~!!time past so much fater lorzz..suppose to meet tang tang but end up did not i waiting for her go dinner end up she forgot me..today i off..no mood go out in pain mens cramp hiaz..TATA..~!

time:1522

I'M BACK FROM PHUKET~!!!

2008-04-21T08:56:00.000+08:00

Hizz..im back so happy im back..im so tired when i reached really this trip is not really tat fun lorzz..all they ever do there is shopping shopping and more shopping..ppl go there is to chill and relax end up they jus shopping all day long..but have some fun moments lazz..me and ke li soak in bathtub together hahaz..of cos with clothes on and we did silly stuff hahaz..i got drunk on 1 nite puked and sleep so well..cos we on the tv all the way the disney channle was playing classic then this monther hen singing and it woke me up hahaz..then eelieen and ke li all by the tv but diff cartoon hahaz..i ate alot of rubbish there heng nothing happen to me..im strong so nothing will happen anyway hahaz..tif and tim had alot of argurment make us all very sianz lorzz..last day we nearly miss the plane cos the transport came at 6AM suppose to be 630AM then the fella called tim he thought they wan him to order another transport from them so he say no he don wan..the transport went away then have to take cab ex but no choice hahaz..then the plane we took coming back the captain mus be too long never play roller coaster lehzz..keep flying up and down wah make me cannot take it lorzz..next time i'll not take tiger again jus cos i wanna save tat $30+ or so lorzz..bloody hell..hahaz..donnoe wat to say now so TATA..

time:0905am

IM in PHUKET~!!!!

2008-04-18T05:21:00.000+08:00

Hizz..so long no blog lehzz..hahaz..i now in phuket cos bored cant sleep so use comp hahaz..yesterday hadlot of drinks shots all the way and got drunk so funny hahaz..tif tim ke li xinyi(gay patner) bell and elieen all got sun burnt heng im fine hahaz..did shopping they all horrible bargain until very jialatlorzz..but fun lorzz..now got throat infection and gum still hurts cos growing tooth bloody hell hahaz..tang i miss u muacks..i buy bikini red 1 for u..need go lehzz..tata~!!

:time 0426(thai time)

2008-04-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

ANGELia HERE to update her life

she went to cafe cartel for interview as she use to work dere but tink she ll work in other outlet..

she ll noe more info by tis sun coz tt day she went2 interview e chef not dere..LOL

she went to meet her tangtang almost everyday i mean mostly..hahh..

tues she taking early flight @8am to phuket..

Sooo.....

currently prisca now is at phuket enjoy her life dere until tis sat..

she dump her tang tang here...

she ll be back on tis sat aftnoon flight @ 12pm

tang tang miss you

AT LAST I GOT MY INTERNET BACK~!!

2008-04-04T00:24:00.000+08:00

Hizz..at last my line is back hahaz..nothing much to say but had a great day today..when with tang to SGH she go check up for her nurse job thingy then got a BMI machine so we took..im actually ligther than tang hahaz..my BMI is not bad 23.1 or something hahaz..got 1 lady also wanna take but donnoe why she very suay she cant use the machine but we can hahaz..anyway after tat meet ke li and emily than we go far east eat thai food..cos the dummy ke li wanna eat something fresh than the price also fresh hahaz..but not really tat ex..then tang go shop shop shop then we met wei lia lia and qi cos gen sick so no come..we go eat korean food nice but i really very full..till now i still can smell the kimchi lorzz..oh my tian..hahaz..last few day me and ke li said we miss aishay cos she talk rot..and i miss her cos i see her face i wanna go toilet hahaz..then the next day i saw her on the way to cine she hang with us talking more rot than usual and today we saw her again..but with her donnoe which bf..she has erm..total 10 hahaz..madness..anyway TANG TANG I LOVE you muacks..~!!TATA

time:1230am

boring.......

2008-03-22T18:09:00.000+08:00

Hizz..hahahhahahaz..so long never update lehzz..cos my internet down sadded..nothing much happen this few days only wed nite tang came my house stay then i cook for her hahaz..the best thing i never sleep the whole nite..cos tang tang snore the whole nite super funny lorzz..then she dream then she talking rubbish in her sleep..put of a sudden she chick pie then wat got ppl hurry go cashier collect money..then she complain hot..the whole nite i have to take care her hahaz..so tired hahaz..then some more in a single bed lazz..so have to sueeqze hahaz..but very fun lorzz..hahaz..then thurs she off then we stay home whole afternoon rot lazz..nothing much lehzz..hahaz..TATA...

time:0613

watever~!!

2008-03-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

anyway..its painful to loose your own game so don loose it..this sounds silly now to anyone but to those who have been through u noe wat i mean..so sometimes why bother playing..things tat happens you don see don mean it wont happen to you..going club with gf can be great joy cos can dance togther like nobody care or can be dumb when you keep see her with other ppl so hiazz..

Im hot~!!

2008-03-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hizz..very long never blog lehzz..hahaz busy sleeping too tired donnoe why also anyway..yesterday went herstory party at zouk so fun hahaz..i dance with a gal on stage madness i noe but i was push on top but it fun and alot of ppl say im hot..~!!i dance with this hot gal make me so high hahaz..then i disturb carmen xinyi(my gay partner) and ke li hahaz..alot of old ppl there..saw lost lost freinds shock to see them but its still fun hahaz..im hot hahaz..nvm im jus very happy for 1s ppl says im hot hahahz..next month im going again yeah~!!!TATA..

time:1157

wah crazy day again~!!??

2008-03-07T03:07:00.000+08:00

Hizz today woke up go work but late cos raining hahaz..round 5++pm neh neh came help them do some report thingy..i finish work at 6++pm going 7pm lorzz..cos very busy alot of stuff to do..i went off round 7pm or so told neh neh if she wanna meet let me noe cos i going meet gen and qi..was suprise gen met qi they at tao payoh ahhaz..then neh neh sms say meet near parkway cos she tired and she going fetch lia lia de..round 830pm me gen and qi when to parkway then i saw winnie zi hui and wendy hahaz..its winnie's bday then they ask me join them but i cant cos im with gen and qi hahaz..then went to lia lia's shop she got a shocked we came she's like so happy lorzz..then neh neh came and terance(lia's bear looking freind) too hahaz..we went over to eat steamboat near lia's place they actually close lehzz but they open for us so nice of them lorzz..service very goot..eat half way wei called then she sounds super depress donnoe wat happen i have no clue hahaz..then she hang up on gen..lia call her and talked to her saying wanna meet de..here's where the whole story start..hahaz..it goes like this..
after wei talked to lia then she called gen then we all thinking go meet her so can cheer her up..but terance don wanna go but lia say mus go..so they started arguing bout it..then wei says she meeting lorzz..then gen say nvm lia go back home sinice terance suppose to stay over at her place or something..then gen say don make things so diff for lia ask her don go..then gen and lia argue bout it..then gen and qi went down to meet wei 1st im suppose to go with them but i thought lia going so with them go home easier cos we don intend to stay very late..gen qi going to be out till morning..when they went off lia and terance start to aruge very badly me and neh neh there like WTH hahaz..after tat neh got a little pissed off and she wanna go toilet so never tell lia she jus walk away lia called her but she never ans her..then we in toilet lia caught up with us and they started screaming inside the toilet then neh neh chase lia all over the road near her place then lia cried and neh and me walk till the kopi tiam sit and talk..after awhile terance called neh neh say tat lia jus took a cap and go off donnoe where..but she did not find gen and wei she ended up at her maple freind's place..so messy rite..?hahaz..then she cry cry cry terance call lia's mum and lia got very angry..until 245am at last lia decided to come home then me and neh neh wait her at her house downstairs..lia's mum came down saw us and she look so the feirce lazz..and ask us to go up to their house but i say i going back neh neh also..anyway lia look like her mum pattern sama sama hahaz..then me and neh neh took came when reach my place neh neh think very long then decieded go back lia's place lorzz..hiazz..it actually very happy de we haing lots of fun at the steamboat there donnoe why mus turn out this way lorzz..is jus cos no 1 wanna give in hiazz..now im home still donnoe wat really happended..anyway TATA..

0324am

I had a horrible day~!!!

2008-03-04T02:55:00.000+08:00

Hizz..i don intend to blog but i've woken up then nothing to do so come in say something..hiazz i had a horrible day go work in the morning start at 10am..tired sleepy but its not tat bad im used to it..but when the manager come wah..~!!its hell lorzz..she nag nag scold scold for almost every single thing lazz..actually im not tired but let her like tat nag say scold until im super tired..like she wan everything perfect but she don provide the things to make it perfect..e.g coffe she wan milk hot but not burn but there no tempometer how i noe the milk how hot..and i jus do cashier for the 1st time she expect me to be fast and remember every single thing like WTH can..fianlly off work tang tang say wanna meet so we met go my house there prata shop eat then she went home..i at home wait for her call..she say she lazy sms..i wait and wait until i super tired cant take it fell asleep..but i set alarm at 1am in case she wanan call..i woke up at 1 am she gave me 1 miss call and 2 sms..i call her she say her papa around cant talk ask me wait again..i wait wait wait very long she never call so i fell asleep again until 0206am she call i pick but she never say a word..i sms her she say she going to sleep lehzz..jus now her papa in the room cant say anything..im like quite angry lehzz..i mean i woke up jus for her call then wait and wait end up i fell asleep then she call..i finally wake up for her call she wanna sleep lehzz..i noe its my fault tat i fell asleep but i did make an affort to wake up and all hiazz..jus had a lousy day~!!TATA

0306am

this time it really hurts..

2008-02-24T03:43:00.000+08:00

Jus reached home wearing the same shirt u wore when u came to my house..only this time it's stain with cig smell..the last sms i sent u hurt me much more than u can imagine..u lied to me..u woke me up from a dream by this lie..i should be hating u but i cant..im totally tired from my mind to my heart to my body..i donnoe wat to do anymore..i've done my best if this is wat i get i really donnoe wat went wrong..everytime u say break i asked u back..this time i say it will u wan me back..why mus things always be so cruel to me..im so sick of being here..no matter how much i try no 1 give a fucking shit bout it..why do i still bother trying..cos i hope some1 could see it..i got my new tv im suppose to be so happy i.ve been waiting for it..now the tv is here rite beside me but im crying..I HATE CRYING I HATE BEING ALONE I HATE LIES I HATE THIS WORLD..i love you..why mus u keep on crashing me like an ant rite under your feet..u don feel it but i feel all the pain..i don wanna wake up anymore..cos at least i wont wake up and feel lost..U LIED TO ME..I..I..I LOVE YOU..

time:0402

driving driving driving...

2008-02-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

Hizz this few days been on road trips lazz..hahaz..xy rent car then ken then today sit bud's car..hahaz..on v day tang so sweet she cook porridge then put our couple ring inside then feed me..when i eat she say mus cose my eyes i din suspect anything until she ask me eat tat 1 mouth mus bite..then i bite the ring i got a shock hahaz..i got a shock really din expect this lorzz..then we watch jumper hahaz..i bought a rose for tang the 1 she likes purple rose..very nice but it cost a bomb lazz..it's like 20 bucks for 1 stalk jus 1 lorzz..but of cos i still but cos she like so i mus get for her hahaz..then tang fix her watch i go fix my psp cos my broke smash the screen WTH..he sucks..then after tat at nite meet ken zi hui and xy..then qi came then lastly xing yan and kien..like total 9 ppl lazz..then we at waraku eating then xin yan and kien say go HK cafe so went there..then wendy's bro came with his gf so like more ppl all go HK cafe..eat finish we go esplande seat and see the view and rot..then all went home..friday when xy house suppose to have stamboat with alot of ppl..i so happy cook the soup nice nice prepare end up no 1 came lorzz..end up pnly me xy and her sis eat..eat awhile then watch tv rot then i went home..sat meet linette she was bored from studying so she met me then go airport find tang fetch her from work..then went popye to eat so unlucky saw linette's mum auntie followed by her whole family lazz..her mum so angry cos linette bluff her mum she at libary study then see her here..then she went back with her parents and all so poor thing sad for her so old lehzz..still like tat..hiazz..then me and tang went town rot there awhile she collect her watch then go bugis meet zi hui xy and winnie talk bout stupid stuff then go golden mile eat steamboat but me and tang nv eat cos don feel like..i sent tang home then home for me..sunday went out with papa mama go imm buy tv SO HAPPY FINALLY GOT TV IN MY ROOM NICE NICE 1 HAHAZ..papa buy a 47inch for living room and for me 32 de..actually papa ask my buy 37 de..but too big for me lazz..i don need such a big tv lorzz..papa spend $7001.50 he put 2k the deposit cos nets max a day is 2k..then go tang there find her say hizz cos I MISS HER SO MUCH BUT CANT MEET HER..then nite time 12++ ken say she driving then we go mout faber with xy ken's sis kerry and wendy we fetch her at mos there..then ken drive very fast i off the air con then the wind so nice..reach there lehzz..cos wendy sayshe hungry we buy food for her b4 we go fetch her end up she never eat..nvm she pick a phone call then she donnoe go where then we go off cant find her..call her alot of times then she picked up..she say with her friend then ask her friend come take her bag cos its still with us..we went back to the car wait for her..her friend drive to us and wanna take the bag but we angry lorzz..then say ask wendy come..she say she at jewel box which its at the other way so xy drove against the 1 way back to where wendy is then wendy actually meet her bf din tell us make us more angry..then pass her the things i scold her bitch which i always do hahaz..then the bf car blocked our car so ken horn him so funny..then xy say wanna drive down we noe she very angry and sad..she drive very fast i say careful she like okok..then got 1 very sharp turn she drive to fast cannot make it heng she brake on time so SCARRY I WANNA CRY AT TAT MOMENT..then xy say sorry sorry but we all in the state of shock hahaz..then finally down from mout faber..stop cos got traffic lite b4 the turn out to the main road wendy's b4 car at the back..he came down from the car scold us say we only a vios mahzz..then ken angry say back u only a lancer then we all super angry wanan all get down talk lehzz but wendy pull the bf back..then green lite we go off..drive to changi there..then kerry say no fun like no show to see i think of it so angry so call wendy..say anything jus come down face to face talk don like see each other 1 time then wanna fight all tat..the bf say talk on the phone so the bf call ken's phone we talk super long..then her bf say he noe xy more handsome than him..wah i hear this so siong hahaz..anyway tatz the fact..then have a super long talk the the b4 keep saying sorry..her bf like no balls lorzz..but its over went back home slp hahaz..today went bugis with tang ke li and emily tang have to work go off at 5pm++ then morning bud call me ask me go out today with sam(my old classmate)and veron(my chuch friend) bud also my chuch friend..he driving so i left ke li and emily at 8pm go paya lebah wait for bud then go 85 market eat..then sam go home left me veron and bud he drove to ecp sat there talk bout alot of things then went home hahaz..i sit his car feel so safe cos yesterday when ken and xy driving they going like 120~140km/h wah super .... and they like mad mad 1 brake here slide there hahaz..bud so law by law so feel rather safe hahaz..but he drive slow lazz..hahaz..nothing more to say hahaz..TATA..

time:0204am

nearly scare to death hahaz..

2008-02-14T02:13:00.000+08:00

Hizz..today promise tang tang i go her house there eat with her then send her to work..but i late she super angry so i hurry take cab down to her place there..we ate then send her to work..i went home sleep until the xy decided to call me lazz..so evening went out she driving then ken stay very near she free so went to fetch ken..then called zi hui she's free also so went fetch her..then we donnoe where to go xy thinking of going ponggol end but me xy zi hui havent eat..so wanna eat the famours nasi lermak so suay never open so anyhow drive reach where kien stay er..xin yan's gf..so we eat at the kopi tiam then wanna go the ponggol end there but lost our way as always..hahaz..call xin yan to ask her then she wanna meet so we went to meet xin yan at where we ate dinner and go downtown eat wanna play bowling but so suay never open also..so we park at roadside thinking where to go i say go ecp lorzz..bedok jetty there they say okok..but kien donnoe how to go..so ask them follow our car..end up ken drive so fast then lost kien and xin yan..then when we reaching they say they at mac there wait for us..so ken actually wanna turn in the lane but she miss it and the best park she e-brake i was talking to xin yan on the phone din see tat coming so i flew and got stuck in between the driver and panssager seat i sitting at the back..nvm then ken have to make a big way round to go the mac there got i part of the road is curve all the way de..she drive so fast and corner my face really stick on the glass then zi hui lean on me for tat few mins my face is flat on the glass lazz..found them went jetty then went mac..then xy drive me and ken home zi hui take kien's car..xy too tired never see the hump ahead ken shouted got hump~!!then xy e-brake again also i din see tat coming this time my face got stuck on the back of xy's seat..then b4 tat when ken driving to ecp she chiong very fast then anyhow cut lane brake here and there make me slide here hit there so tired for me..i found out my friends have bad defencive driving skills always e-brake and poor me kana from their actions..winnie also like to e-brake make me bang up and down the back seat..so don think gal are slow drivers which most of them are..but not my friends they drive fast and love to e-brake making me falling all over..hahaz..hope when they take bike not like tat if not i pillon them sure much die many times hahaz..so fun but scary ahhaz..TATA..

time:0231

met old ppl today hahahzz

2008-02-10T02:19:00.000+08:00

Hizz..met xy fancy kai ling and ping man..so funny we go eat steamboat not very nice is at the lai mei zi..near the tian tian steamboat..so ex $18 no drinks hahaz..drink $1 a can..eat eat eat..then went to bugis play arcade then xy and ping man went for moive me fancy and kai ling started talking to bout wat happen this 2 years since the last time we met up hahaz..then we all laughing over all the rubbish lorzz..then went home lehzz..wah anyway fancy have a chiong N95 it says nokia but its not looks like almost the same but some functions don have and a bit thicker the best thing is the phone is touch screen and the speakers are wonderful in the arcade her phone louder than the machines hahaz..and its like $300 only lehzz..then yesterday 3pm+reach back to singapore then met tang tang and ke li..then go watch kung fu dunk..actuallt tang don wanna watch then ke li ask her stay which is very hard cos ke li don do tat hahaz..we ask lia lia and neh neh come and they did after movie went coffe club drink then all went home at 6am++i send tang home then take bus home so tired lorzz..hahaz..in malacca really very bored only see ppl put illegal fireworks and firecrackers..my uncle also got put firecrackers i video it hahaz..come back showed alot of ppl..other than tat i jus slp eat bathe play mah jong and poker..like tatz all i did lazz..the best is i got RM$70++ for ang pao hahaz..hen g i won mah jong so got totalRM$103 like tat..change back to sing thing only got $40++ so sad lazz..every1 has like at least $100 lorzz..but i go back every year is for the fun with my cosins and aunties they very funny and fun de..hahaz..today no meet tang so miss her.... ='+< .............i love u tang..

how bungs should be rated.....

2008-02-10T01:52:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm..donnoe why i jus feel like saying this..actually bungs are not rate by how man or handsome they look is more to erm character lorzz..a real bung tat can make a gal remember forever is a bung who acts like a guy and think like a gal..wats the point if a bung act and think totally like a guy then mite as well find a guy..wat a bung can do......they can make u feel love and a best friend to you at the same time cos gals always understand and feel almost the same for each other..EG.when u having mens cramp a goot bf will say"are you okok..? need buy med for u need to rest..?"a goot gf will say"are u okok..?i noe how u feel let find somewhere to rest i get med for u.."like gals can feel the same so they can like share the pain cos u noe how they noe the pain is like..bungs are suppose to be the man tat understand a gals every need..a goot bung should make a gal remember every moment with them even after they break up..cos they will remember tat u were always there and u can feel how they feel and think..if let a gal choose between a bung tat's super goot looking but acts and thinks totally like a guy..or a normal looking 1 which acts like a guy but thinks like a gal..a gal tat wans to be love will choose the normal looking 1..cos they can feel a gentlemen beside them yet a gal tatz think jus like them as if they found a best friend..well no 1 can truly totally feel or think the same but at least they can share the feeling thinking with u..tatz wat most gals really wan..gals and gals can never last for ever but at least they can remember the feeling forever..gals somehow tend to be sweeter but nowadays bung jus wanna be a total guy which defeats the purpose of being with a gal..why don try to think like a gal and u will find out alot of things bout ur gf..and somehow they will feel more close to u..and in a relationship don mean who u wan u mus get..should be who u with u mus try to keep them even after u both break at least keep the best sweetest memory..a bung should not let a gal forget u totally..alothough we BUNGS ARE ALWAYS THOUGHT OF CANNOT WIN A GUY WHICH MOST of the GUYS THINKS.BUT THE FACT IS WE WON JUS BY UNDERSTANDING A GAL WHICH NO MATTER HOW A GUY TRY THEY WILL NEVER WIN..

so dumb~!!

2008-02-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

Donnoe wat's wrong with my ex jus out of the blue asking me if i said something to a guy like she made use of me or watever..then i really donnoe how it links to money ya i admit at tat time im useless she's paying most of the time but i din force her or wat lehzz..i serioursly don remember saying such comment to the guy buy i really cant be bothered to find out wats going on cos if she wans the money no matter wat i say its still my fault..so now i owe her $500......i mean like tatz not wrong to ask from me if she really needs money or wat but why using such things like i say her then link to this a bit weird the best think is we broke up like almost a year ago i met the guy a few months back..the guy is her friend or watever he is to her..and she says she don wanna be so heartless to count all this pass stuff..she's already heartless to me lehzz..so like got diff mehzz..?anyway the sms really pissed me off ALOT..but after all not so bad went to watch the free movie at cathy send tang home then come home..noon went out with ke li buy skinnys..she buy not me cos i look dumb in skinnys i donnoe why..then met emily and cat ke li's working friends..so nothing really much happen jus tat stupid sms..when i see tat guy online i have to ask him wth is going on..anyway TATA...

time:1200am

why izzit in a mess..?izzit so hard..?

2008-02-05T04:44:00.000+08:00

Hiazz..since tang already posted she's single guess its the end..izzit so hard to be with some1 u love..?or izzit harder to let go cos u love some1..?i guess im really tat lousy tat i cant even keep her by my side even i noe we love each other..IF LOVE WAS JUS A GAME I WANNA WIN..BADLY..~!!IF LOVE ITS NOT A GAME WHY DO I ALWAYS LOSE..?if love is here why cant u stay..?if love is not here why cant i leave..?im not tired of u im tired of why cant u jus settle down..?if u said some1 made u cant cos of the pass its so unfair to me..theres no some1 else to choose from jus u and urself..if u think this is fun all along why did u not break my heart earlier at least at tat time i only like u i wont feel so pain..why mus u wait till when i love u then u decieded to break my heart..?the best is u break it by saying u jus wanna be single for no reason at least u say u don love me..i can be selfish to myself to let u go..jus 1 word to ask me to leave i'll go jus to make u happy..i can drown myself in this pain without letting u see so tat u can be happy..i noe u wan me but why u keep pushing me away..?u wan it an on off relationship i cant..unless u tell me strait in my eyes tat im jus a fling then mayb i'll jus go ur way even though i noe i cant..u ask me to choose a no string or jus best friends..SORRY I CANT..i can never be best friends with some1 i love at tat very moment or even after tat..the best i can go is in talking condition but more to hi bye..cos if im ur best friend i hurt more than ever i have to lie to myself even more..i lied to myself way too much tat i don voice out wat i really really feel..and humans always react the same way we can say we are best freinds..but u will forget me very soon..im a person tat ppl tends to forget easily i donnoe why..?but i can never forget all these..unless i happen to be bang by a car and forget every single thing which i wish it could happen to me..it'll be so nice to be a dummy tat only noe how to smile cos i don remember anything tat hurts me..even if it means all the wonderful thing tat happen..cos the moment I THINK OF THE GOOT STUFF IT'LL JUS LEAD ME TO TEARS COS U ARE NOT HERE TO SHARE WITH ME..even if i die not knowing wat happened thoughout my whole life i'll be glad cos at least i do not feel tat im hurt anymore..my worst fear is not to die..its when the last min tat im alive u are not here..u ask me to give u time to think bout all these..but ppl do not jus think of something and out of a sudden get an ans jus like cartoons with the lightbulb above them then lits up..something has to happen to make u noe the ans..mayb if i happen to be dying then u noe if u wan me or ur life..but things don jus happen cos u wan them to..U HAVE TO ASK URSELF CLEARLY THIS TIME DO U ANGELIA CHEW LOVE ME PRISCA LI...if u love me don push me away..if u don i'll leave u alone..im not a teddy bear tat when u feel lonley u look for me when u have fun u put me 1 side at ur bed..if u wanna listen to ur friend to let me go i have nothing to say..ALL I ASKED FOR ITS SIMPLE I JUS WAN U HERE WITH ME THROUGH ANY MOMENT IN MY LIFE TO NOE TAT I LOVE YOU I CARE TAT U ARE MY GALFRIEND TAT WILL MAKE ME SMILE NO MATTER WAT TO MAKE ME FEEL WARM IN UR ARMS WHEN U HUG ME TO MAKE ME DREAM OF EVERY SWEET MOMENT WE HAD..izzit so hard for u..?the same i'll do for u i'll make u feel tat u're being love every min i'll try my very best to make u smile when u are sad..i'll make sure u are never cold in my arms..i'll make sure u only dream of the best dreams tat a gal would ever wan..i'll give u my life jus to make sure tat u feel i love you.....

time:0528am

hahahahhahazzz.......

2008-02-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hizz..my blog rotting no 1 is reading anyway hahaz..alot happen this week long story in short thurs went out with ke li and emily(the gal ke li likes from her work place)hahaz..watched sweeny todd its BLOODY nice hahaz..but tang fell asleep on me and i think she drool hahahz..fri went shopping but never see anything i like..with qi and tang..went to the prata shop wat cos tang wanna eat hahaz..then late lehzz..tang lazy go home so come my house stay the way she asked her parents was freaking funny me and qi laughing all the way but trying to control scared her mama hear us hahaz..then she come my house ask me got x tra shirt lent her so i took wat i normally wear to slp the t shirt for her..the 1st thing she wear she said"why so small arhzz..?"im like"im tat thin few years back"thinking of it so sad i grew fat but not tat fat i still can fit in tat t shirt nicely hahaz..then she hug me to sleep the best thing is she snore so loud lorz..i nearly wanna record de but she on my hand so can't reach my phone hahaz..half way she roll herself up with my blanky leaving me so cold and she drool on my small pillow lorzz..alot alot..its like half wet hahaz..then slp until happy tat time 0513am tat some1 call saying she drunk or watever..im very very VERY ANGRY cos im having a nice dream and sleeping so well she call wake both of us up..i think i was too angry so i shouted in the phone in chinese ask her go die..then we went back to slp woke up 6++am send tang to mrt she go work then i go back slp..after met tang go shopping hahaz..bugis street the things like as if no need money lazz..so many ppl think 1/4 of the population of singapore is there hahaz..a bit erm kua zhang but if u are there i think u all will think the same..i finally bought the NUM pants i was like aimming it for a long time hahaz..and bought a shirt from a new shop in bugis juntion name messy hahaz..the place the clothes really not bad..then send tang home went parkway find qi then went to G7 eat tian ji(frog leg) hahahz..then home..anyway recently my house downstairs got a new pub is a so call disco 1 jug $23 not bad 1 day i will be going to check it out hahhahaz..next time no need go so far to drink other than kopi tiam hahaz..TATA..

time:1257am

wat's with the guys..???

2008-01-30T01:38:00.000+08:00

HIzz..today nothing much happen went tot meet tang bring her to work then eat then went to find qi and gen meet wei and her friend with lia lia neh neh and of cos qi and gen..anyway..today another guy add me in msn from fridae..is a str8 its like the donnoe how many guy lehzz..why are guys into me like its sala can..i wan gals to intro not guys lazz.my pic on fridae also never show anything or its pretty or wat lazz..madness..well i don mind if they were to throw money at me hahaz..jus joking nothing much lehzz..TATA....

time:0141am

sex..........

2008-01-30T01:32:00.001+08:00

Your Passion is Orange

Your sex life is driven by your wild fantasies.
For you, sex is a dramatic performance where you are the star.
And you love putting on a wild act for your lover, trying to top last night's show.
Whether you enjoy the actual sex is irrelevant... it's all about putting on a good act!

What Color Is Your Passion?

i like stuff toys hahahahz..

2008-01-29T02:36:00.000+08:00

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

im a goot cook hahaz..

2008-01-29T01:57:00.001+08:00

You Are an Excellent Cook

You're a top cook, but you weren't born that way. It's taken a lot of practice, a lot of experimenting, and a lot of learning.
It's likely that you have what it takes to be a top chef, should you have the desire...

Are You A Good Cook?

2008-01-29T01:53:00.001+08:00

You Would Be a Pet Bird

You're intelligent and witty, yet surprisingly low maintenance.
You charm people easily, and they usually love you a lot more than you love them.
You resent anyone who tries to own or control you. You refuse to be fenced in.

Why you would make a great pet: You're very smart and entertaining

Why you would make a bad pet: You're not interested in being anyone's pet!

What you would love about being a bird: Flying, obviously

What you would hate about being a bird: Being caged

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

2008-01-29T01:48:00.001+08:00

You Should Get An Asian Inspired Tattoo

Mysterious and expressive
You like to show off, but you also like to keep some allure

What Tattoo Should You Get?

2008-01-29T01:39:00.000+08:00

Your Love is Represented by a Purple Rose

For you, love is all about chemistry and attraction. You totally believe in love at first sight.
If a relationship is right, you know it from the start.
You're often sure of your feelings. And you're not afraid to express them.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

if love is a game..im bad at this game..

2008-01-28T03:07:00.000+08:00

Hizz..today nothing much woke up by my mama cos she wanna wash my blanky hahaz..now no more my smell not nice to sleep lehzz..then uncle called he come fetch me then went qi shop fetch angelia(tang tang)..donnoe if im still fit to call her tat then went to eat wash car fun lazz..but she still wan her single life i cant keep her..i jus have to face it my life its always like sunset so warm and preety for tat very moment but its always jus for tat very moment..went qi shop then her house watch vcd funny show very nice hahaz..too bad i cant stay too late..still thinking of how to plan to enter JB to meet my uncle then go malacca hmm..mayb going in on the 4th or the 5th..most prob take my uncle's bike in hahaz..like so fun..anyway to tang..i don see why mus u feel bad bout anything is your choice..although u sms me like u use to but it jus felt diff somehow a little cold mayb its jus me..i donnoe..if love is jus a game and i have to loose all the time im tired of this game..but love its not a game why do i still loose all the time..at least i played by the rules i never cheat but why do i still feel im thrown out of it..anyway i did the test on "wat's your soulmate's name starting letter"well the ans came out to be an "A" your name starts with an "A" mayb the test was silly or it jus changes all the time with ramdom letters it don really matter..cos the 1st ans was an"A" i wanna belive in tat..make me belive tat love its not a game make me belive im not loosing all the time MAKE ME BELIVE YOU LOVE ME EVEN IF ITS U DID TAT ENOUGH really..make me belive you are here..make me belive i wont have to cry..make me belive i love you cos u are the 1..AT LEAST MAKE ME BELIVE ITS NOT JUS A SUNSET..i wanna belive u love me..i wanna belive you are here..i wanna belive i wont cry again..I WANNA BELIVE THIS IS THE SUNRISE..and lastly i've always belive tat are the 1..cos your name is angelia it starts with an"A"..

Why am i crying..im hurting im tired..do u noe..?

2008-01-27T03:01:00.000+08:00

Why am i crying..?crying don help i noe but my tears are jus at my eye tip..i try so hard not to let them fall but it still fell..am i a lousy gf ..?i hope u would stay u did not..i hope u would come and get me u did not..i promise not to cry i did it..but its pass mid nite so ya im crying im sad hurt i feeling so dumb rite now..my chest hurts mayb cos i smoke too much today or cos my heart is so broken..i say to myself never to cry for any1 still i cried for u im tired..i wish u can be happy but ppl jus cant have best of the both worlds..the moment u say temp break the next min u rush out with other ppl..u din feel sad u say u need time to cool down..i felt sad cos i donnoe wat im waiting for..?u promised u will be back but will it be cos u promise or u still love me..?u said to me if ur friend is drunk u will rush down jus for her..i was drunk all u said was take care..u were happy drinking getting yourself drunk yet im at somewhere worried..u were happy singing yet im at somewhere heart broken sad..im not saying its your fault im not saying u are no goot..its my fault i cant give u the best of both worlds..u like my smell i love yours..u like my hugs i love yours..u like me to fetch u from work i love doing tat..u like me to send u home i love seeing u sleeping in the bus..mayb im disturbing ur life mayb u will be happy without me..i donnoe..i don wan u to leave i always tried to keep u but after all is ur choice i cant force u to stay..i really hope u make up ur mind wat u really wan..wat i can give i have given..it hurts saying all this..i actually wanna buy a nice case or piggy bank fold many stars for u hoping u can choose the piggy bank u like i noe u guess its for u but u don wanna spoil the surprise i noe u don wan me to be unhappy by explaining bout the phone call..but still u left..u said they rushing down from somewhere..my friend facing a life prob i can jus tell her meet later or wat jus for u..yes i wanna go off cos im angry but still i came back..if u came down for me jus now i will belive u really love me i mean something to u..why din u come why..?u were drunk i will come for u but i noe u wont let me..im so tired of crying im so tired of being pain inside i wanna bleed at least it jus the outside at least it heals faster..i'll be fine hope u make up ur mind hope its soon i don wish to wait for nothing...I LOVE MY TANG TANG ..

2008-01-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

FOOD WE ATE*

PS: tis foto is post by tangtang de..tis stupid kx lazy to upload loh...bleahx....XD

work work~!!tired hahaz..

2008-01-19T03:10:00.000+08:00

Hizz..yes time to update i havent got much time for this now hahaz..pass few days jus work work work nothing much there jus see ppl drink beer eat and sonnoe wat lorzz..this 2 days im at the bbq side so silly lazz..they never plan thing hao hao then the chefs all 1 head 2 big hahaz..no space for alot of stuff yet more is coming hahaz..wehn slpit shift can sleep but erm..in a so call tent with some cloth bed is worst than army camp but tired who cares hahaz..today extra busy cos its the restaurant so called opening day or the grand opening so alot of ppl came busy hahaz..but mostly is ang moh lorzz..cos im at the bbq side its outside so much use walkie talkie to communicate with the chef inside kitchen but mainly we use it for "hey got any pretty gal not over~!!""ya have wear flower dress 1 the figure woo hoo~!!"tatz roughly wat happens with the talkie hahaz..and its forever out of batt so no point waste time 1 hahaz..then today i carry things up and down i even fell with the lobsters flying all over hahaz..cos of the toopid steps lazz..so lame lorzz..now leg pain hand pain tomolo still mus work sleepy lehzz..nothing much now TATA over~!!

time:0319am

Thanks tang tang..

2008-01-14T01:25:00.000+08:00

Hizz..yesterday tang tang finally told me wat was yesterday's big thing is our 100th day anni oh my tian she so yong xin lorzz..met gen and qi went out rot and watever hahaz..tang made me lots of stars in a jug she buy from ikea she say she buy for her mama de..and wrote me a card hahaz..so sweet muacks..at nite went out with uncle wanna play pool but end up the place full hahaz..so play arcade so funny tang and me wore couple tee out so cute lorzz..hahaz..today sianz sleep till 5pm++ woke up go dinner..my papa mama tio 4D so funny got story 1 lazz..my papa mama tat day came back from then parked the lorry then they heard a kitten meow meow meow!!!my mama say mus be papa park the lorry and kana the kitten so they went down check but never see anything..then my papa go head the lorry the meow meow meow stop..so he think nothing then park back agian meow meow meow..but still can see anything hahaz..so they went home the poor kitten MEOW MEOW MEOW whole nite lazz..i was thinking why nowadays the cats so much energy meow all nite de..morning papa going to work then he saw the lorry's wheels on the kitten's tail..so papa hurry move the lorry away then carry the kitten to the void deck so poor thing the kitten tail abi of it flatten lazz..then papa buy the lorry's plate 6527..then told mama..mama went to buy my new hp num 5527 then think of the kitten so buy 6527 also..then yesterday nite they see ai ya..tio 4d hahaz..funny lazz..the kitten 's tail kana flatten still let them tio 4D hahaz..then we went out eat i went qi shopuncle came then play pool then home hahaz..uncle wanna buy psp cos he play gen's then think very fun hahaz..nothing lehzz..TATA...

time:0136am

super angry cried broken~!!

2008-01-12T02:19:00.000+08:00

Hizz..got up 10am then bathe rush to the interview at the red dot brewhouse in dampsey road hahaz..still in bus 7 when chef bernad called ask where i am..i suppose to drop at the dampsey club house cos i checked my phone's navigator but he says drop next stop cos i told him im at british cousil..i droped at botanical garden(donnoe how to spell)then he called ask me where i am i told him he's like"wat you doing there"im like you say drop next stop de hahaz..he says sorry cos he ride bike so he donnoe the bus stops well..then i walked all the way to next bus stop he say got stairs beside it ask me go up so i blurr went up all the way up the hill then he ask wat i see i say a french dining then he say walk up more the i saw a kindergarden he asked wat name somthing start with mad...i say no is st james lorzz hahaz..after walking 1 big round no more road up the hill then mus go all the way down to the main road walk to the other bus stop FINALLY thank goodness i found it..its easy to find cos bus 7 goes rite infront hahaz..so went up the chef like you need ice water i say no i sat down then the lady boss came interview talk alot she's so nice the chef there too hahaz..then finished went home sleep awhile then meet tang..AGIAN BLOODY HELL AGAIN maomao called again tang din do wat i expected her to do..went mustafa tang can't find the shoes she wan..then went to qi's shop tang say going home early but end up meet maomao .... i was so angry till i cried..tatz not the worst part she ask tang go drink again i hope she can jus don go but she went then uncle sent us go changi village eat rubbish then went ECP wanna play pool but very sianz then donnoe where to go so go the dark car park wanna see "monkey" in the car shaking hahaz..saw a few but the no more shaking no fun..hahaz then gen and qi wanna see "chickens" so we went geylang see wah qi very happy today at changi see ah gua now see chickens the best part saw ppl figthing uncle kpo so park at the patrol station see but too bad the fellas no mroe there then went home lehzz..tang call she's freaking drunk she cant hold but she drank martell on the rocks im so freaking angry..wanna say i love you b4 she put down actually wanna make her wait awhile but guess wat maomao calls she jus say bye b4 i can say i...then she hung up..horrible day..fucking shit day..actually was happy got a job starts next tues end up jus like this..TATA

time:0242

love me you..?wat's so hard..?

2008-01-11T03:10:00.000+08:00

Hizz today bloody hell waiting for the boss to call me to meet for interview but end up she busy or something never call me so i called the chef he say tomolo go down hahaz..met tang at bugis she went shopping with her mama..then meet me after tat..went shopping with her then again the mood spoiler maomao called tang forgot bout wat i said she should do then of cos i got angry and all..suppose to meet gen and mei sing at cine cos we going her story party hahaz..so me and tang went to town on the way there int he bus tang type a sms and showed me..it says something like if i cant take it anymore bout all this calls and watever lets break..she started crying my heart broke..im sorry really of cos we din break then we now okok lehzz..then went cine tang went home met gen qi mei sing and her friend hahaz..went to zouk the show was boring and we suppose to vote for the ppl using out entry tix..madness we anyhow throw the tix to B1 turn out it was some1 ermm gross hahaz..so regret hahaz..heng she din win lorzz..hahaz..then went out of zouk at 130am cant find qi gen in the mode of shock cos qi phone low batt heng qi came back then we went G7 eat then now im home donnoe why my head feels terrible hahaz..nothing much lehzz.. tang I LOVE YOU IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME..TATA..

time:0318am

Tooth pain pain hahahhaz..not me...

2008-01-09T02:47:00.000+08:00

Hizz today slept till 5pm my tian i sleep for so long lazz..hahaz..woke up still blurr blurr my mama say she cooking so i say okok i stay home eat..wah so long nv eat at home lehzz..real long lazz..then tang sms says she wan me fetch her home..i jus finsh dinner not long saw miss call from gen so called back she wanna ask where's the dentist tang bring qi go b4 1..qi tooth pain until like half dead hahaz..see her face so weird lorzz wanna laugh hahaz..cos never see her so sad like tat b4 hahaz..reached GH fetch tang take bus go her house i waited for her downstairs cos her papa at home she say she bathe very fast end up very long lorzz..gals bathe so slow 1 donnoe why hahaz..then qi and gen reached the dentel clinic lehzz so me and tang walk over..we waited super long think going 2 hrs then qi finally get her tooth done gen's like saying there very gross cos they never wash thier stuff and never change needle for the injection eeeeeeeeeeeee..~!!!!every1 freak out hahaz..then uncle called ask if wanna play pool but we all hungry so we wanna eat..think he lost his way lorzz..we waited very long under tang's hello kitty umbrella so small hahaz..then went geylang eat hahaz..after tat go home..the uncle funny lorzz..called me and say i sent your lao po home lehzz..im like okok weird hahaz..then not long later tang sms me hahaz..im too full to sleep now lazz..nothing much lehzz..TATA...

time:0258am

I wan things to be simple too but it jus cant....

2008-01-08T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hizz..today went back school thought will tio gan but never so happy hahaz..then went GH fetch tang tang then go town wait for ke li..she as per normal late again hahaz..went to eat then talking outside kfc there cos can smoke hahaz..was a normal nice day intending to send tang home then go home cos tired..but maomao called tang tang like always ask her out AGAIN~!!tang turn to me im like i noe u wanna ask me can go anot..im super unhappy im like go lorzz go don come talk to me..then tang poke my tummy and say don like tat lehzz..donnoe why i got irritated and flare say very loud wanna go then go lazz..ke li got a shocked cos i don flare at ppl im shocked too i flared i actually blow up..then tang noe im angry so she called maomao and say no to her..then qi boss's friend called now i call him uncle his not tat old he don look old too but he always very bored then drive a honda stream roam around so i call him uncle hahaz..he say he bored ask wanna meet not then im like okok..since in town nothing to do mahzz..he come fetch us then no idea where to go then i think tang need to go home at 9pm++ so say go AMK we went the mac near ave 1 if im not wrong the big big 1 very nice sit there talk awhile then send tang home..uncle ask wanna play pool not im like call qi and gen see how..they say okok ke li also tag along cos she wanna play also..went to qi's shop qi and gen call ke li ah gal ke li like sianz half half so funny..then im like smsing tang bout why i don let her go out with maomao all tat lorzz..when we reach the pool there tang never reply i scared she angry so called her and talk..we talk very long but guess this still never settles the matter lazz..the prob lies with maomao she jus keep calling tang ask her out all tat..through wat i noe maomao's gf don like tang everytime argue over her..if she loves her gf so much she should be wise enough not to always ask tang out..i tried explain to tang but she says friends only mahzz..i noe is friends but (to tang) its really not tat simple i noe ppl jus wanna seems tat thing are simple so can aviod alot of prob but too bad its jus not..IM SORRY i noe u can't totally noe wat im like but this is me i don like ppl to noe me too much..i look simple outside but im totally not i always take thing and think izzit really tat way..not tat i like to think too much but if i jus take things too simple i will never see certian prob tat will be coming my way..i don wan u to be upset over this but i don wanna do things the stupid way like take ur phone and ask her keep away and all tat i respect you..serioursly i've tried my best to give way lehzz..i jus need some respect from her too..mayb im wrong about she using u or wat cos im not her i can only say cos im once a passerby in this matter..i can't really jugde her cos i donnoe her..so i only ask for a little jus a little respect tat im your gf im actually here..i noe don allow you to go drinking with her makes u pissed off but bungs will not be happy if their gf go drinking with another bung tat havent even met b4..im sorry asking you whoes more important this was never a fair question but i really wanan noe how much i really mean to u..if i have ke li the charater things would have been very ugly..but i choose not to and i'll never do tat..i may say i wanna snatch the phone ask her don bother u but i can't ke li and gen noe i'll never do it..i don wanna loose you yet i donnoe see u upset cos of this i did wat i can i hate to argue but it takes 2 hansd to clap either 1 of u have to give way to settle this i noe maomao wont i noe u can't loose her either i don wan u to loose a friend but im hurting inside to argue with you..i wish tat things are simple friends only mahzz..but its not i noe its not..no matter wat i say i can never win this case is up to u or her to make things real clear..she has a gf but she calls u even she noe tat her gf hate it..if she loves her gf so much she would not have contacted you..if she's jus used to her gf being around her then wats the point..i donnoe how to put this but she's jus more used to you being there for her..if she noe tat u have a gf its time to change her habit..IM SORRY REALLY REALLY SORRY BUT I LOVE YOU..TATA

time:0214am

sainz.....

2008-01-07T02:21:00.000+08:00

Hizz..yesterday nothing much happen spend the day with tang tang went xy house then go ikea with tang xy and wendy they left 1st then i send tang home then went home hahahhaz..today morning mama woke me up i got very pissed off argure over going church the stuff cos im super sleepy lorzz..but i went lazz..after tat came back home slp then pretend go work again hahahaz..went qi's shop i brought my labby end up nv use so heavy lazz wah lao hahaz..then qi boss's friend came ask me wanna go tan shen yi with him company him go hahaz..so i went cos sianz..then qi and gen arguing don wanna be an extra hahaz..he drive to mout faber then went town fetch his agent then off to bedok there then he tan shen yi i there rotting playing hp games edit tang tang's pic so cute i send it to her..she likes it hahaz..then until 9pm++ he send me back to parkway find qi and gen by the time i went back they hugging together okok lehzz..expected hahahahahaz..then went town meet lia lia and yi wei wah its been a long time lehzz since we all meet but too bad tang tang tomolo got attachment so cannot come hahaz..we went swensens cos no where to eat then they very hungry after 1hr neh neh caem over hahaz..i played with the left over melted ice cream mix all the things together gal school style hahaz..miss doing tat lorzz..neh neh also join cos she also miss doing this hahaz..so cute i make a face out of tat shit hahaz..then qi boss's friend called think he drunk he talking rubbish hahaz..ask him who are u he says im a man..like watever can of cos i noe his a man lazz..hahaz..anyway went back round 145am..nothing much lehzz..I MISS TANG TANG~!!so TATA

time:0231am

Today go fish prawns hahahz~!!

2008-01-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

Hizz..today tang come my house hahahaz..then we went for dim sum at funna it mall beside wat river city restaurant is like buffet thingy lorzz..we left my house round erm 1110am we late but nvm cos tang the working friend more late only the guy super early hahaz..tang ate alot alot lazz..donnoe how she handle but half way she went to SHIT and have to tell every1 bout it..then tang talking to her friends me jus stare at the food..bout 130pm we left i went to see skinny cos nearby i wear look so fucking funny lorzz..CMI hahaz..so never buy then went to yio chu kang the AMK police station the headquaters..donnoe y in yio chu kang when the station is AMK anyway tang went to collect her ic then she thought the money inside sure no more can get back ic is goot enough..but she got back the money al of it lazz..she so happy called every1 to say tat she got the money back also..suppose to meet felicia but end up never so went to xy house slack..winnie they all say wanna go fish prawns 1 but end up all MIA so called wendy she came..xy super duper happy lazz..she keep saying she miss wendy alot to us hahaz..then we went to eat at the coffee shop at xy house there bout 941pm we reach the prawns there is near the pasir ris inter can walk hahaz..then we fish 1 hr..waste money can mus have skill 1 lazz so not easy the prawns keep eating out bait which is like mini bits of fish cakes hahaz..end up got nothing then went home lehzz..wendy left 1st then me and tang go collect our things at xy house then cab home..anyway TANG TANG HAPPY HAPPY 3 MONTHS ITS BEEN SO GREAT AND LOVELY WITH YOU FOR THESE 3 MONTHS I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE..YES 3 MONTHS MAYB THE SO CALLED HONEY MOON PERIOD THEN THINGS WILL START TO SURFACE BUT I BELIVE OUR HONEY MOON PERIOD IS 5 YEARS..HAHAZ..I'LL LOVE U WITH EVERYTHING I GOT I'LL CARE FOR U LIKE NO OTHER..I'L HUG U TILL THE END OF EVERYTHING..I'LL STAY RITE BESIDE YOU WHEN THINGS ARE NOT WELL FOR YOU..IN SHORT TANG TANG IM JUS TRYING TO SAY IM YOURS ALL YOURS..AT LEAST FOR THE NEXT 5 YEARS..~!!tatz it TATA..~!!

time:1251 HAPPY 3RD MONTH TO MY BELOVED TANG TANG 05/01/08

bout yesterday~!!

2008-01-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hizz..hahaz..yesterday din post bout wat i did..went out pretended to work..went to qi's shop then qi boss's the friend came said he was bored ask me wanan go sentosa watch songs of the sea im like..u sure not hahaz..thought he was joking so got up his car then next thing i noe we are in sentosa we watched the show at 840pm its lame lazz..waste money hahaz..anyway he jus wanna pass time so im fine cos im bored anyway..then went back to qi's shop the boss's friend ask if we wanan play pool at 1st don wan cos sianz mahzz..then we went to the coffee shop eat last min decided ok lets go play pool..so we eat finish the boss's friend waiting in the car park then he say go west coast play we like siao arhzz..so far lazz..but he say he'll send us home and not very far he drive fast hahaz..reached the west coast recreation center din even noe have such place lorzz..then went to the pool center wah lao fucking cool can we have our own room and a pool table inside there's a big NO SMOKING sgin but got ash tray hahaz..the sgin put for fun nia..then got the speaker thingy can order stuff 1 so funny..then we somke and play pool inside qi very high lazz..so long never see her so hyper hahaz..130am we going back so went to the car then head home..the boss's friend car very cool alot alot of things very nice inside then he play music very loud then got 1 song is like techno but its not is canto song..qi ask him drive faster he's like driving 100km/h lehzz..hahaz..then he stop at road side in the highway we thought wat he doing..he change the cd to techno on super loud then he drive fast fast wah super fun lazz..qi and gen very high hahaz..then very fast i reached home lehzz..today nothing much go find my tang tang at her work place then pass something to my cousin friend then go qi shop slack hahahaz..suppose to meet 1 the 6 of us me tang gen qi wei and lia..gen called lia she said she fever don wanna go far..wei working too far for her to travel to parkway then gen talk to wei decided to go suntec easy for wei and tang..we called lia she say later confirm i so happy cos can meet tang mahzz..LAST MIN LAI AND WEI SAY CANNOT MAKE IT~!!expected hiazz..so sianz lorzz..i LL lorzz..then me gen and qi went to the coffe shop again slack till 11pm++ then go home lehzz..boring~!!!!!!!!!!!!i donnoe wat the hell is wrong with my papa keep nag nag nag for no reason very irritaing lorzz..anyway nothing much lehzz..TATA..

time:1220am

2008-01-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

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HAPPY NEW YEAR~!!

2008-01-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

hizz..its like new year donnoe why i don feel much of a diff..last last time i always feel so wah but not for this yr's 1st day..mayb had quite a bad year hahaz..now its all over everything will be better it will be hahahz..yesterday went to buy new phone hahaz..happy happy happy~!!nokia 6110 navigatior phone now i wont get lost anyway the thing no accurate 1 sot sot 1 but nvm i got a new phone..ang took alot of pic with my phone..btw my phone cannot tou snap ppl cos the camera sound super de loud lazz.cant off it so silly and my speakers are so loud also horrible hahaz..went to watch fireworks with tang tang ken xy and bev hahaz..winnie and her bf jus "poof" into thin air b4 the fireworks start cant find her after tat..wendy jus came show face then she went to clarke quay the pub where sock yuan amelia and crystal work there..me tang bev xy and ken from marina there walk to the pub super long and so tired..met wendy donnoe where to eat so geylang again hahaz..went lor 9 eat wah lao eh now the beef hor fun like shit i tell u really like shit fucking shit lazz..so not nice and its like $6 now wah lao eh..then after we eat went ken's house i feed the hamster hahaz..then me and tang went to my house she use my comp send things awhile and watever..then we slept at 6am++ woke up saw ke li sms..then i called tif but never ans so i call tim..then found out tim got drunk and wasted for the nite hahaz..they slept at 5am++ so drag all tat met 11am+ at vivo went to eat ke li din meet us last min donnoe why she like tat so we jus go lorzz..went to cafe del mar~!!slacked there till going 3pm cos tim has to work then tif going send him home or something..they went off 1st leaving our slippers outside think they forgot hahaz..then me and tang bathe finish slacked awile more then went to vivo eat the hotdog thingy then went home..i reached home sit not even 10mins go out eat again hahaz..family dinner lalalalz..nothing much after tat..i wanna find a freaking job now now now~!!anyway TANG TANG HAHAHAHAHHAZ..'LL NEVER FORGET WAT U SAID THIS MORNING HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHZZ...~!!nothing much lehzz..TATA~!!!

time:1120pm happy new year muacks~!@@

bored nothing happened~!!

2007-12-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

hizz..nothing much happen these days hahahz..today tang came my house at 828am suppose to leave at 930am but end up leaving at 1010am hahaz..heng her friend also late but she later hahaz..then i went back to sleep ke li sms me say she bored wanan meet she ask me go hougang madness lazz..i don care i jus keep sleeping until 230pm my mama come back lehzz..so need pretend go work hahaz..then i went to meet winnie at teo heng(a ktv) at katong shopping center winnie was the 1st i second then wendy and xy came last ken hahaz..i din sing much cos i playing psp very sianz
..as usaual they there suan me last time always fite to sing hahaz..then they keep ejecting each other's songs.. din bother much hahaz..then 7pm need to leave paid then we went parkway cos my hp no batt so go some shop ask them charge i pay 1 buck hahaz..then company them to the mini steamboat thingy in the foodcourt..line up very long..i left b4 they sat down cos meeting ke li im late hahaz..1st time im later than her hahaz..yeah~!!tatz not a goot thing but still yeah~!!then we at cine dink tea coffee eat chesse cake wooo..the cake nice..went to pastamania qi and gen came..then waited for tang tang then we go play pool awhile then all went home boring lazz..reach home jus on comp only..my bf called hahaz...talk a little he went for company thing and very high started talking like an indian..WTH~!!!then he told me he talk to xin yi(my ex) on msn..so ask wat they talking hahaz..xin yi ask him mus spend more time and care more for me something like tat..im like "she crazy or wat donnoe how to come care herself mehzz..anyway im fine lorzz..say until like something happen"hahaz..btw she like contacting the world AROUND me but not me..i also don care she's the 1 tatz cold to me 1st..so i don see the need to care bout wat she says hahaz..i love my tang tang now muacks..anyway nothing much lehzz..TATA

time:1251am

went MOS boring~!!

2007-12-27T02:42:00.000+08:00

Hizz..today sleep till 230 went to meet ke li she late for 1 hour lazz..WTH she go senso take her stuff hahaz..then we went town to eat beef noodles then walk around everywhere cos she wanna find present for some gathering thing hahaz..end up she bought a piggy bank..we saw my gay partner xin yi she passed her bike lehzz..yeah~!!mine still long way she bought a bike today tomolo can ride lehzz hahaz..then i went home ask my papa drive me to MOS meet my cousin and her friend..the music sucks lorzz..hahahahhahhhaz..so boring i wanna sleep lazz..then my cousin friend need to go off..so we went off at 130am then i say go eat mac..the friends went back so we 3 me my cousin and her bf sat at mac for like half an hour talking and eating then ya now we are home hahaz..nothing much lehzz..TATA

time 248am

my nose dropping~!!

2007-12-26T01:16:00.000+08:00

hizz..muacks..~!!my cousin is in my room now they jus came from KL here to shopping buy alot of stuff hahaz..my x'mas eve sucks actually meeting lia lia at mrt going to her gan jie's pub end up me gen tang tang and qi waited for her 1 hr++neh neh also came..lia lia says she got eye irrirtation but she could have called and tell us she not coming..tat's like the worst x'mas i ever had lorzz..spending outside an mrt station..end up neh neh go her party qi and gen went home..me and tang went over to xy house got winnie her bf rui juan her gf zi hui and wendy hahaz..they all half drunk when i reached they play games then make me and tang drink then all end up in xy's room wendy went off 1st..i took the pillow from her store room last time many yrs back her maid use 1..guess wat~!!!??we found a gay porn book and lots of pron vcd WTH can hahaz..then xy like shocked how come got all this shit de..so funny lorzz..then we all too tired slp lehzz..wake up then went back home..after i went work then i got the best present i got fucking SACKED anyway nexr time explain hahaz..TATA

time:135am

wat a day~!!!

2007-12-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hizz..today morning woke up feel super not well so decided not to go to work went back to slp..tang tang sms i din see cos too tired slping then she thought i angry with her went to tel qi..qi sms me i also nv reply then think qi went to tell gen hahaz..gen called i nv ans..suppose to meet tang after her work..then she yesterday angry cos i play maple story then she call her friend out..she said she regreted but too late..she have to meet her friend..i miss her alot alot lazz..then at nite went to qi shop reached at 930 tang reached 931 hahahazz..tang see me hug me so tight lazz..can see she really misses me alot hahaz..i miss her too..she hug me like tat i feel so goot lorzz..very long nv get hugged hahaz..then wait for qi finsih work at 10 decieded to go the HK cafe eat at katong there..we oreded then gen's pasta became rice so ask them change..gen asked for tissue 3rd time then they give..i ordered the steak WTH the sauce is like spoiled lehzz..heng i notice lazz..then they changed for me..anyway all the food cold cold 1 donnoe wats wrong with the cafe today lazz..eat finish went home hahaz..when walking to the bus stop tat stupid bou sms tang say rubbish like WTH who needs u to care for her lorzz..donnoe why i jus fucking don like him lazz..then he came and view my profile in friendster..too bad boy mine is private profile if wanna view come and view me live~!!!!!i'll show u wat i can do to stupid boys..anyway tatz all TATA......

time:1218am

If a fat man in red comes inyo ur room.~!!!

2007-12-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

If a fat man in red comes into your room in the middle of the nite and shoves you into abag,don be scared cos i told Santa i want a friend like you for x'mas.send this to every1 you care bout including meand ifyou get 4 or more back you are really special~!! i got this sms from my bf terance i sent to the following ppl
Tang tang
Lia lia
Gen
Ke li
Tif
Mei sing
Neh neh
Guess wat only 2 person send it back lazz..so sad lorzz..hiazz..nothing much happen today after my perc he day at work meet tif and ke li..then wah..meet alex last time the marche staff very long nv see her..hahaz..talk then drink something at cine the sell ice cream the cafe there then suppose to meet tang but nv so went home hahaz..TANG TANG where are u how come u nv reply me~!!anyway TATA..

time 1152pm

Finally i have internet again hahahaz..

2007-12-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

hizz..nothing much today went to work most of the guest pissed me off i lip the word FUCK in front of them but they noe im not saying them is this stupid bloody watever ah neh KNN lazz...i hate them man so irriatating..went home slp donnoe y i very per che for the whole day..afetr tat went parkway with papa go apply internet wanna have SCV also but papa say wait buy big big tv 1st which mayb like after donnoe how long..went eatla mian papa so nice bring me eat this..think he goot mood hahaz..tang tang sms say tat the bro's dummy boy friend coming fetch her bought her the purplr rice she loves and some doraemon thinyg i guess i jus over reacted lazz..but donnoe y i jus fucking don like him..sorry tang tang..but seriourly I FUCKING FEEL LIKE ASKING HIM LEAVE MY TANG TANG ALONE U ER XIN LITTLE BOY FUCK OFF DON LET ME SEE U ON THE BLOODY STREETS COS U FUCKING WANNA COME NEAR MY BELOVED GF U SHALL DIE HORRIBLE DEATH I'LL CASRATE U MAKE SURE U CANT BE FATHER U STUPID BOY~!!eh hmm..sorry ya mayb jus a little over but hahaz..anyway TATA..

time:1153pm

Home home all day tang tang all day~!!

2007-12-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

hizz..yesterday mn neh neh and lia lia came meet me eat supper slack watch tv at kopi tiam then went to my house opp the roof garden then went home..i play maple till 430am then sleep at 5am..morning 1030am like tat tang tang reached y house..then we both tired so on the bed slack the rest don need to be noe hahaz..then after tat she hungry ask me hurry go bathe but raining woof woof meow meow so i called my mama..ask her buy lunch back for us hahaz..we eat then tang tang went back to slp i play my maple..until 5++ wake up i send her to bus stop..i at home play maple until my mama call then go dinner hahaz..then came back maple again cos im very bored hahaz..so long never play lehzz..so ya..now on msn with tang tang so TATA~!!!!!!

time:1148pm

nothing much happen hahaz..

2007-12-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

hizz..jus woke up from my afternoon nap hahaz..nothing much happen today lorzz..after work go eat with ah kiun he treat me eat bak ku teh hahahaz..yesterday off also but lazy blog cos working today 7am i reached home from town at 12++am hahaz..i met pei ting(ski) linette winnie wendy xin yuan siu ling all is my pri sch to sec school friend hahaz..after awhile play pool i won pei ting hahahahahz..then went to eat with winnie and xin yuan..OH MY TIAN~!!xin yuan is really str8 then so pretty lorzz..i got a shocked hahaz..she got bf also lazz..hahaz..then ke li and her friend came 1 xiao mei mei hahaz..alrite lazz..then i follow ke li they all go all over the xiao mei mei keep say ke li very ugly i laugh until hahahahaz..then i went back find pei ting they all so sianz..cos wendy wanna shoping then all the rest very bored..lintte winnie went home lehzz..then ke li called so i went back find ke li..wah lao i so busy can..?hahaz..find ke li then go cine our hang out hahaz..after awhile went home lehzz..suppose to meet tang tang end up she say tired and she meeting her friend near her place..after tat she wne tplay mah jong lorzz..hiazz..anyway tatz all TATA~!!!

time:2232

clubbing,tired,hungry,per cher,cramps..~!!

2007-12-14T17:27:00.000+08:00

hizz..i jus woke up not lonjg ago..yesterday went her story party alot of ppl then see alot of old friends..then dace a little then very hot hahahaz..xinyi(my gay partner)came wah hahaz..then bell eileen charmaine also hahaz..so nice to see them lorzz..i met ke li at tiong baruh mrt there on the way out of zouk saw jayden so he went to meet ke li with me but he went home after tat lorzz..cos he wanna work part time at zouk but the event filled up lehzz..anyway he jus wark at the hotel next to zouk so nvm hahaz..all this ppl are my classmates from ite celmenti hahaz..so long never see them lehzz..anyway after tat we all went in dace with mei sing neh neh and gen this are my sec school classmate hahaz..then saw nikki joanne and louis so also dance with them hahaz..i went to smoke then saw mable my very old friend last time work at mos burger noe 1 hahaz..so shocked to see her there cos i always thought she's str8 de..then she like "i never say b4 im str8 or crk8".. hahaz..wanna intro her to ke li de cos cute cute mahzz..then ke li don wan too tall 1 hahaz..so ya u should noe wat i mean hahaz..but too bad she busy cannot find her hahaz..i dance till leg so sour hahaz..and i having mens cramps lorzz hahaz..anyway gen mei sing and neh neh went off 145am..i went off at 243am hahaz.. but gen met qi and lia lia at the nearby prata shop to me is not nearby lazz..hahaz..neh neh also there cos mei sing got paper today so she went home..hahaz..i went with ke li sat there talk talk drink drink then ke li went home 1st..we went to gen's house cos all don feel like slping hahaz..went to her house gen and qi fell aslp we talk talk lia lia me and neh neh..end up i also slp lehzz..720 we woke up then went home i share cab with lia..reached home found out my keys still at gen house WTH~!!called my papa he nv pick call gen until she pick the phone..i no money elhzz..so took bus over but donnoe where to drop end up spending 1 fucking hour to find her place..she still slping lazz my HP no batt so went down then the prata shop the aunty so nice lent me her phone call at lastgen pick up i hurry go up take my keys then take bus home..so tired reached home at erm 940am then hurry pop on bed slp then ah kiun keep calling me go eat steamboat madness ranning lehzz..i say don wan he sound so sad hahaz..now im hungry waiting go eat hahaz..suppose to meet tang tang but she woke up late and too tired to move herself hahaz..mayb should send the ants come carry her here lazz hahaz..anyway going to bathe lehzz..tata~!!

time 536pm

hang over cause trouble..~!!

2007-12-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

hizz..today went to work reach jus nice 7am hahaz..then saw xiao peng(my cook)his eye all so puffy and red lazz..still blurr blurr he got hangover from yesterday's drinking heard tat he go round anyhow ask ppl drink and he drank like mad..after we went up kitchen not even 1/2 hr he started puking and cannot take it from the hangover..so ah bui(sous chef)ask him to go back take mc..then cos today only got me and him set up inside for buffet he went off so ah kim(my cook) took over to help prepare the stuff lorzz..so i kana move to pantry cut fruits..actually only for awhile de..then WTH when buffet going to start i ask ah kim come back he don wan he still say remember to prepare fruits for afternoon ppl lazz..is bloody hell not my job lorzz..then 1215pm xiao peng came back but david ask him go back home rest..then cos not enough ppl and yesterday's pantry ppl din prepare anything at all so all i need to do and so little time my excutive chef came and help me cut salads and fruits lorzz..wah he goot lazz..still will help hahaz..but im still very angry tat i have to cut fruits so my face balck like donnoe wat lazz..then david came say ah gal wah u can wake up arhzz..?then ask me smile lehzz..i say i angry don disturb me..then he tickle me ask me smile lehzz..i look even more angry then he stand there 15 mins looking at me and smile so stupid can he always wanna disturb me hahaz..then i jus cut cut cut prepare parepare prepare...~!!then off work lehzz..went to smoke saw ah ming he told me yesterday xiao peng so drunk until he puke all over in the taxi and end up slping outside the hotsel and they have to find a trolley and push him back strip him on air con and let him slp hahaz..i laugh until mad lazz..so funny lorzz..then saw ah meng so i hurry punch card then went back home..i sms tang tang until i fell aslp until 815pm tang tang sms me again cos i nv tell her i slping then the sms wake me up..alot of wen zi lazz i wake up killed 3 of them still got 1 more roaming around~!!angry~!!then i eat dinner play my psp now blogging hahaz..so if next time working and noe tat u cant drink this well pls don get every1 so busy and tired hahahz..TATA...

time:1101pm

my hotel dinner and dance~!!

2007-12-12T02:29:00.000+08:00

hizz..goot morning hahaz..i jus woke up from my half drunk state..hahaz..us now went for my hotel's dinner and dance so funny lazz..see all the staff in hotel so seriours one all soften down hahaz..my chef keep giving me drink hahaz..if i din come home so early mayb i'll be at some pub drinking with him lehzz hahaz..i reached there suntec round 619pm then edna hungry so we go tang tang there buy bread hahaz..then on the way to pan pac tat time saw ah ming and the whole grop of china man xiao peng also inside hahaz..ah ming handsome lazz..tall tall skinny skinny one hahaz..then we all walked over to pan pac while they preparing for the dinner they have games and some children play the games..i wanted to go for plam reading but too many ppl so i lazy lehzz..edna waited for lynn..we thinking if she will wear kua jang not..as we expected she did but not too bad lazz hahaz..she and ah bi(benson)like couple cos both wear like zebra hahaz..after tat the VIP came in..guess wat i ate dinner 3 tables away from the singapore richest man also my boss MR WEE CHOW YAO hahahahz..jus an old man lazz..hahaz..then the son now the ceo of the company gave the opening speach my gootness so freaking boring lazz..after tat dinner time wah pan pac the service very goot uniform so much nicer hahaz..they did plated service but most of the tables say "its okok we serve ourselfs"cos all service line so understand hahaz..after i eat saw david jus come(my chef de crusine)and jackson(excutive chef)so i took berr ask him drink hahaz..then i went out smoke saw the MR WEE's rolls royce oh my tian~!!so hurry take pic with it hahaz..not much chance in a life time can so close to the world's most ex car..tat car cost like 2000mil lazz..work your life time also mayb no chance to buy the wheel hahaz..the engine is air plane de engine hahaz..woooo lalazz~!!i got to even lean on it lazz..feel it hahaz..anyway went in continue eating drinking..then i miss my tang tang so i ask her if she wanna meet after her work cos nearby where i am hahaz..so she came then i look not very sober so decide to go home with her muacks..when reached home pop on the bed sleep till now..im hungry but nvm cos i after this going back sleep again..anyway tomolo work 7am my tian wanna faint lehzz..hahaz..anyway i wore lynn's scarf out to meet tang tang she not happy lorzz..SORRY TANG TANG~!!!think tatz bout it for today oh~!!one more thing those in hotel lines..if u all don like to serve indians from india~!!pls tag me i wanna noe how many ppl jus freaking find them irritaing if your friend from hotel line pls~!!!ask them come tag bout this topic hahahz..so TATA

time 252am

2007-12-11T01:53:00.000+08:00

tangtang here....lol...i gg to ul her ugly foto..lol..=P

2007-12-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

hizz is me again hahaz..jus ate steamboat at tian tian hougou hahazz..very full also very tired sleepy hahaz..now my papa trying this dryer machine tat his boss gave him lazz..and its like irrtitaing me cos its rite beside me..and he asking me alot of silly stuff hahaz..anway my papa boss very goot to him and he very power lazz..looks gong gong dai dai de but so rich hahaz..anwyay today in today morning in kitchen the guys make me very angry lazz.call me do this do tat then they slack here and there lorzz.and i kana bang by a bread toaster cos the ah neh carry never say excuse me then jus bang rite into me..so pain lorzz..and my chef not in goot mood scold alot of ppl heng he never scold me hahaz..he scold this poor indonesia boy over some ice creams until very jialat..so poor thing he always kana one..anyway i went home at 3 something ah kuin(my cook)ask me go watch movie go chinatown i so tired then don wan..so i went back with joyce..reached home cold cold play my psp till 530pm then went to slp till 715pm hahaz..talk rubbish with my mama..bout my papa's boss so gong gong looking hahaz..then went to parkway reached at 840PM go buy tang tang's present the doraemon collecter set cos i donnoe wat to get for her lehzz..tang tang hope u like it muacks~!!i promise when i have the money i'll buy u much better stuff muackss~!!so now this is the best i can get and hope u like it hahahz..i noe u sure donnoe wat to do with it de jus take pic of it only hahaz..my papa's irrtating me so need to go lehzz~!!tata..time;114am

Back after 2 yrs..

2007-12-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hizz im back after 2 yrs..my blog became rotten and i din noe lazz..hahaz..many things happened alot alot alot alot..cant say finish in here de..anyway today jus finished work at park royal hotel hahahaz..tired cut stupid fruits the whole day leg got blister back breaking..i miss my tang tang~!!now on msn eating chicken wing i took back from kitchen hahaz..sending pics to my tang tang so she can donnoe do wat with them hahaz..going her story party in zouk on thurs hahaz..cant wait lazz..~!!think for today only this much to say ba..hahaz..hahaz..tata..

time 1208am

hahaz

2005-12-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

Erm hizz..okok..today i did nothing jus play maple and pale and maple...hahaz..yesterday i jus came back from malaysia cos my uncle jus passed away so have to pop there a few days and rot over there.the best thing is there's no tv NOTHING at all am i glad i'm back if not i'll be bored to death too hahaz..
So that it for today i guess hahaz..tata

i'm bored

2005-12-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

I'm bored sooo bored thats why i created ths blog hahaz..
this is my first posting i have no idea wat to write bout but yah..
Today early morning my manager called so last min to ask me to work haha..
i'm sooo tired but at least i got to go home early hahaz..
i wanted to play maple story but too bad i can't got in with this connection,quite sad but nvm
my connection is on the way yippie am i happy..?hahaz..okok thats it for today tata..